Chap 31 - Reality?

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Jongin POV

I haven't visited Kyungsoo in 3 days since he told me that he killed my brother. I don't know what to feel. Its my purpose coming to Korea after all. To find my brothers killer but.. its my lover? Is it really him? Do I have to report him? What will happen if I do report him.

I haven't sleep in 2 days already. I can't sleep, I can't stop thinking about him. What is he doing now? Is he doing okay? Have I already stopped loving him? The answer is No. I haven't, he means a lot to me. Just by saying he killed my brother doesn't mean that I have to stop loving him. I think I could forgive him but.. what about my purpose? What about Kai?

Chen had been sending me texts asking why I haven't come for so long. 3 days is long. I don't know what to answer. A part of me is glad that Chen is with him. Chen can take care of him.

How will our relationship be after this? Will it be over? He will be out of the hospital in 3 weeks? Who will take care of him after that? He can't take care of himself anymore.. not in that state.

I have so many questions that are not meant for anyone but me. They need to be answer but who should answer? Who should I ask? No one.

What if I ask Kyungsoo. Why did he kill my brother? What would he answer?

Asking myself all this while lying on the bed doesn't really change anything. I stood up and grab my jacket. I take my carkeys and walk towards the car to start the engines.

Kyungsoo POV

It has been 3 days since Jongin came. Since I told him the truth? Is he sad? I'm sure he is. Who wouldn't be when you find out your lover killed your brother and he is the one you have been searching for. Right infront of your eyes.

Chen comes to visit everyday. He would asked me, why didn't Jongin came today? The same line repeated each time he came. He said that Jongin didn't even answered his texts. Its fine by me. I could die in peace.

Chen went out around 4 and by that time I was slowly closing my eyes to fall asleep. I opened my eyes again to see Jongins face.. wait really?

"Jongin?" I asked. My voice sounded so husk.

"Hello Kyungsoo. Unfortunately, its me. Kai." He smiled at me. My jaw dropped as he looks at me.

"You must me shocked right? Looky here Kyung, I feel great." He spoke. Am I dying?

"W-Why are you here?" Terrified.

"I.. just came to see you. I know that you already know this but. You will soon come to my world."

I kept silent, not knowing what to say.

"You should say goodbye properly.." he's gone.

By that time, the door opens revealing Jongin with an expression that I couldn't read.

He went to me and rub my cheeks.

Hyung.. I love you..

Are the words the said before our lips crashed together once again.

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I know you got it already right guys???

Sorry bout the chapter title. I got no ideas.

I got Freaking Exams Next week. Dont know if I could update.

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