Kiss Me More

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Aiden POV

Getting up from my bed, I looked at the time on my phone to see I had a message from my sister asking how I was doing, with promptly texting her back that I was okay. Walking to my bathroom, I turned on my favorite song Kiss Me More on my Alexa and started the shower. Humming the song, I started washing my body while moving my body with the music.

Hopping out the shower, I wrapped my towel around my waist, going to my mirror and looked at myself while getting ready to brush my teeth. Spitting the foam out my mouth, I opened my mirror taking my medicine and closing it back and walked out the bathroom to start putting on my clothes. While putting on my boxers, my phone start ringing making me grab it to answer it and put it on speaker, to see it was my best friend Shané.

"Wassup love? I ain't hear from you for two days, you okay?" putting on my T-Shirt, I grabbed my blue jeans jumping since my butt got a little big. I mean I'm skinny, not too skinny, but I don't know and to be honest I don't even care. Nobody really want me, my ex didn't even want me because I wouldn't have sex with him when I wasn't ready yet. I don't want to go into my past.

"I'm sorry sugar, I've been busy with so many orders with these bundles. Ever since you help me with my business with the designs and ways to promote it, it's been going off the roof. You know you could try one of my wigs, it might help it more with your cute skin glow" chuckling, I shooked my head and put on my glasses and shoes.

"Eh, naw. You'll be more better since your the BOSS of your business. I rather stay in the shadow to make sure everything stay ok. I don't think I-"she cut me off

"Don't you dare do it Aiden Bová Johnson. You are beautiful and handsome. Don't let the voices get to you. Just like I have my insecurities, I don't let them get to me, especially since I have Bipolar Disorder. Did you take your medicine?" looking down, I felt tears about to come out but they did. My past really fucked me up, from my father beating me almost to a pulp, to my dad's side of his family disowning me, to my ex downgrading me.

"Yeah, I took my medicine. How about you?" grabbing my bag, my keys and my phone, I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a apple and walked outside. Getting into my car, I started it while put my phone on the stand and put it on FaceTime.

"Babe, I stop taking my medicine. I smoke weed now. It keeps my mind mellow and focused more than that medicine. To be honest, since I've been smoking, I've been getting my appetite back. You should try it" rolling up, she fire it up and blew the smoke in the screen making me laugh

"Maybe one day when I'm ready,but not right now. But I wanted to ask you did you want to go out to the river, they having a BBQ for the city." turning right on the light, I drove up and parked in the mall parking lot and turned my car off.

"Ouu yes, remember Jeremiah? He's go be there with my his two cousins Mike and Johnny. I heard he's planning to move here." rolling my eyes at the mention of his name, she started laughing.

"You know I haven't talked to him since me and you left from Arizona. Remember what he did to me? He literally was my bully during all my grades. I don't want nothing to with him. At. All." putting in my airpods, I connected them to my phone while walking to Macy's.

"Oh come on, the only bad thing he did to you was when he threw sand at you when we was 7, when are you go let that go? And let's be honest you had a crush on him, and I also remember how you wanted him to f-"

"You finish that sentence, then I will jump through this phone choke you until your turn purple" making it go silent for a bit second with her looking at me with wide eyes.

"You know I like that Dadd-"hanging up the phone I shivered in disgust. She's been like all the time, so I tend to get used to it. While I was walking around, I played random music on Spotify and looked at different towel set.

After a couple of hours of shopping I'm different stores, I went to Chick-fil-A to get something to eat. After ordering and getting my food, I looked up from my phone when I seen I had , I seen someone from the corner of my eye, and it was Jere-fucking-miah.

The fucking irony.....

He looked my way while he was talking to some girl, I guess trying to shoot his shot. I mean he's not really ugly, he's beyond that, he's handsome,but after what he done to me in the past, something worst than the sandbox incident, I chose to leave and keep him in my past for a reason.

Walking towards, I rolled my eyes and walked off fast. While I was walking something told me to take one of the Air Pods out, and when I did I heard someone calling for me. At that point, everyone was looking at me which start cause me to hyperventilate and making my heart start to pump faster than it's supposed to beat. Finally walking out the building, I ran to my car so I can get in, but nope I drop my keys somewhere.

Great. Just fucking great.

Turning around, I saw my keys in face with a hand attached to it, and that hand attached to a arm, to a arm attached to body and face of Jeremiah smirking.

"Hey Ai-" cutting him off trying to grab my keys from him, only for him to throw it in the air and cathing it with his other hand.

"Give m-me my damn k-keys. I don't feel like being bothered. Can't even go into a mall before I look like a d-damn fool." irritated because I only stutter when he talk to me,I took my keys from his other hand and got into my car and put my bags in the backseat. Before I could start, he go hop his big ass in my car.

Should've locked the door....

"So you still won't talk to me. I apologised didn't I?" when he said that, I turned my head slowly to him with a blank face but you can see I had murder in my eyes

"Get. Your. Black. Ass. Wannabe. Kevin. Hart. Out. Of. My. Car, Now."he looked at me at first and smirked getting out the car and closing it while walk to my window.

"Still got that slick mouth,maybe I need to put something in it" rolling my eyes, I started my car, and shoot him a middle finger and smirk

"Sorry, I don't like small dicks"driving off and looked in the mirror to see him looking stupid.

Dumbass thought.

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