Dont Say Something Thats Not True

Do I Stay Or Go..

It's the next day and I've been ignoring Leo I'm just to scared...  I have school today Charlie goes to my school so does Leo but once I tell Charlie hopefully he will protect .  I walked up to my school took a deep breath and walked towards Lyvia.

Aye Jess! -Lyv

Hey Luv -jess

Darling -Charlie

Charlie -Jess i said with a smile.

Wheres Leo? I asked.

Over there -Charlie said pointing to Leo where he was sat with a girl our age with red hair and green eyes.

I sighed.

U ok? -charlie

No.. -Jess

Then Leo walked up I ignored his existence. And walked to class.

Bye Charlie Bye Lyvia!! I yelled. See u at Lunch! -Jess

Okayyy see u at lunch - Charlie said.
..........

After school

Heyy! I said hugging Charlie and lyvia.

Hey Well this is Cara  I want her to hang out with us is that ok? Leo asked.

He looked at me but I didn't answer.

Sure! Lyvia answered.

Yay! Ok! Leo said

I stood with tears in my eyes I looked down at the deep cuts on my wrists.  It was killing me I needed to cut so bad!! Instead I sighed Leo noticed and looked at my tearful eyes and the depression in my face.  I got my phone out.

Aye guys I'm im gonna listen to music o ok.  I stutterd trying hard not to cry.

I put on one of my favorite playlist that I made I hadn't listend to in forever called "depression" which u know what was on there by the title. The song started I sang along to it aloud. 

"Just an average girl she always wore a smile she was cheerful and happy for a short while now she's older things are getting colder lifes not what she wished someone had told her she told u she was down u let it skip bye so from than on she kept it on the inside she told herself she was alright but she was telling white lies can't you tell look at her dull eyes try to stop herself from crying almost every night but she knew there was no chance of being alright summer came by all she wore was long sleeves cuz those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through u see"

I sang through the whole song then I turned it off and saw everyone was starring at me I sighed and looked at Leo he looked like he was gonna cry I had tears streaming down my face at This time.

Let's go to the mall?? I asked.

Cara spoke up while holding Leo's hand. Yeaa let's go and Jess can I talk to u please.  I was astonished bye her wanting to talk to me but I nodded I needed anyone I didn't care as long as it wasn't Leo..

She held my arm gentlty..she pulled me away from everyone else.

Are u ok? She asked hugging me.

No I cried.

Why not? She asked.

Leo its him. I explained everything to her she hugged me once more...

Dry ur tears honeyy she sang. Ur ok now while I'm heree u will never be hurt again ur here u have mee now dryy ur tears.

Wow she was a good singer. I thought to myself. I hugged her tighter. Thank u! I smiled.

No problem.  She smiled back.

I locked my arm with hers we walked back to everyone. I pulled out my phone and gave her one earphone. I changed the playlist. We hummed with eachother and wallked to the mall.