Torn Inbetween

"Get Off Me Bitch," I Begged. Trying to get his filthy hands off me. I tried to play it tough but the more I resisted, his grip on me tightened. I looked down at his ashy ass hands that were now bruising my wrist. "What the fuck is wrong with youuu, what the fuck did I do to you.!!!" I screeched. Now sweating, my hair falling down in my face, watching as my normally caramel brown skin transformed into a burgundy-ish violet. Ughhh I really could careless what he would do to me, he can't do nothing that ain't already been do

Flashback*

"Ayee girl!" Some random boy called out to me, I inadvertently looked him over and replied with a certain nuance in my voice to let him know I really didn't feel like talking. I really was use to people trying to talk to me and conversation was all the same, unnecessarily needed.

"B Boyy" he stopped, and me, Diamond, and Keke kept it moving laughing at how stupid the boy was. We walked to a park table where I sat on the table top, pulling out my iphone to check my sew-in. I paid good money for this brazillian hair and I even went out my way to get my tips dyed a reddish orange color. Every once in a while I joined in on the convo that Diamond and Keke were having about who could pull who, who was cuter, stuff like that.

I turned on the camera, just when somebody interrupted. I looked up to see the boy from before standing in from of me. Bra is really bugging. Cause I noticed he wasn't going no where any time soon I took the time to look him up then down again. To my surprise he was actually dumb fine. He had on the new J's that came out yesterday. I had just went and copped them this morning. To compliment his shoes he wore some dark true religion pants and a jordan t-shirt that said fresh up out the box in graffiti letters with the jumpman across the front. He looked to be about 5,11 and he was dark skin. He had perfect white teeth and when he smiled, he showed off his dimples which made me blush on the inside a lil. He had a temp fade but unlike everybody else, Instead of having a Wiz Khalifa Patch he had a gold line on one side of his head. Shit looked Sexy on him. I looked up at him and he smirked down at me. I made my voice sound less interested "May I help You?" I asked but it came out more teasingly than expected. He took a seat next to me. "Naw Luh Baby The Country Free So Ya Know.. " he trailed off and I looked at him for a split second and turned my attention back to my reflection in my phone. I removed my ray bans from my hazel eyes and long eyelashes. I looked at myself for the long time examining my high cheek bones and perfect lips. My skin was just absolutely flawless and I was just beautiful. Once again interjecting my thoughts, the boy takes my phone and since it has a lock on it, he slides up to go through my pictures. I snatch my phone back and turn around to see that Keke and Diamond left me at the table to go flirt. Those bitches, I thought.

I felt his eyes on me, and when I looked up he turned his attention to my phone which was now placed securely in my lap. "But Fareal Fareal luh baby how old u is" he asked me. I smirked at him.

"Why I gotta be yo luh baby, and how old are u?" I asked.

"Ohh that's what we doing," I looked at him confused, and returned my frown with a smile. " Hey, How are you Ms. Lady, my name Tay and I'm 17."

I burst into hysterics then replied "my name LeeLee and I'm 16, luh baby."

"So LeeLee... " he said grabbing my phone once again, "where yo man at?"

"Shidd u tell me" I responded. He looked at me in disbelief.

"U too fine to be single," he told me.

"Ya, I've been told," I said mocking him and he pushed me a little and I let out a small giggle. "So Tay, where yo girlfriend at?" I asked optimistically.

He looked at me for a few seconds then whispered in my ear, "one of these days ima make you my girlfriend." He lingered there a luh longer, causing my breathing to speed up and I just let out a fake laugh like I was the least interested. He sat back up straight and winked at me. Our conversation went on for about a good our or two with him laying on my lap going through my pictures, while I ran my hands through his hair. For some reason I was comfortable with him only after knowing for a few hours. Tay was looking at a ratchet girl pose photo of me Keke and her sister Tasha. He called hisself trynna joan. Before I Could open my mouth a text from Diamond came through.

Best Bitch♥ : Ooooo Y'all Cakin..,,!! Umm Tellin.

He read it out loud and I laughed politely taking my phone from him. I shot her back a quick text only to turn around and look her in the eyes after having breathing down my neck. Tay sat up and faced Diamond.

"Damn Bitch!" I yelled jokingly.

"Stop Cussin Youngin," I glanced at Tay and rolled my eyes.

"Boy who the fuck you talkin to I say any muthafuckin thing I wanna say. Shit. Got Damnit." I Said teasing.

He leant into my neck pulling me closer to him, "Aight now luh baby, ima put some on ya" I laughed a lil, and leaned closer to him whispering, "You got it luh baby," brushing my lips across his neck in the process. I winked.

He looked at me, " braaaaa" .

Confused, I mimiced him. "Whatttttt"

He looked me in my eyes. "Yes baby they're real" I said snapping him out his thoughts. Keke ran over to the table and told

Diamond to stop baller blocking. So once again it was just me and Tay. We talked about everything.

Unlike me he has a little brother, while I was an only child. But Like me he was a cancer. While my Birthday was July 9 his was the 17. Our Birthdays were in two more months.

When I asked him about his parents he tensed a little, so I pushed the topic away, noticing the ice in his eyes. Tay began playing with his fingers and I put my hands on his, he entertwined them pulling me up from the table.

"Wats your real name?" I asked outta curiosity.

"Tay," he said blankly.

"Funny but Naw luh baby what's the name on your birth certificate?" I asked.

He took in a deep breath and dramatically spoke, "You really wanna know.." I nodded, " My name is ........" I punched him. "Tay" I punched him again. " Oww, I was Just playing" But he stopped walking, so I was about to punch him again. But somehow I ended up against the rec building with Tay's arms trapping me on both sides. Afraid to make direct contact with him, I played with the hem of my Hollister shirt. Suddenly my hands were raised to where Tay's were, and he was holding me, pressing his body against mine, causing my hormones to rush. He smirked at me revealing that sexy smile, Owee those dimples. "I want you, Leelee." And from there he kissed my neck not doing no more or no less. I looked up at him wondering why he stopped. He was staring at me. I cocked my head to the side a lil smirking at him. He returned it bringing my hands by my side, and pulled me off the wall. We continued on our walk.

It was something about him that made it seem like I've known him my whole life. We stopped again when being accosted by a throng of people. Most faces I recognized but didn't care too much to see at the time.

"Ashleyyyy. Ashley! Leelee!" a familiar voice was calling me. I turned around to see Dee standing, smirking at me. I scoffed and turned back around, pulling Tay with me.

"Oh so dats how you gon be, he da reason why you don't answer da phone fa me, ah sun, dis yo nigga ah sun? Well fuck you bra!" I stopped, making a sharp turn on my heel. Tay grabbed my arm telling Dee to fall back.

"Bra fuck u bitch ass nigga fuck wrong with u, broke ass nigga." I yelled enraged. Broke, naw that wasn't the word I was looking for. Dee laughed at me. Ugh. "Delete my number pussy ass nigga!" I yelled and stormed off. I heard a couple of girls laughing, and Dee was getting clowned bad. Ain care though, and by the time I had officially cooled off, Tay had his arms around me and we walked like that. Talking about everything, laughing about everything. Once again interrupted, but this time by a vibration. I backed against a brick wall, allowing Tay to lean against me once again. I reached in his pocket and pulled out his Galaxy 3. A little surprised because I really didn't know he had a phone. This time it vibrated again in my hand and the screen lit up.

LilBra Mike : Df U At Bra. Dad. Trippin. IG @YoHoe_DaNat

I looked at the message and gave Tay back his remote control lookin ass phone. He quickly text back, telling me he had to go. Disappointment wiped across my whole body, but I tried my best not to show it. I felt him watching me, and pushed myself away from the wall falling into his chest where he wrapped his arms around me tight. I couldn't believe how much taller he is then me, I never really paid attention to it. but for some reason he made me being 5,6" feel super short. I looked up at him, then down at our tangled arms, and turned so that my back was to him but his arms were now on my stomach. He walked me home and we made plans to text later on tonight.