you think you know me?[completed]

trust? (18)

Chapter 18

Harry pov:

I was looking at Nathan with sadness in my eyes

"Wow she defiantly has changed," Nathan said Laughing

"Yes but so have we can't forget ,Nathan when we first came you begged and begged to just talk to Lilith and Hana but now you act like you don't care," I said sadly

"I messed up haven't I," Nathan said ashamed

"You know you have Hana came to see me but instead found you standing in the apartment like you never left and you are having an amazing life but you said mean things to her causing her to explode with anger," I said annoyed

"Has Hana changed that much?" asked Nathan sadly

"I don't know but what I have seen, yes she has changed so much that it is scary to just think what happened to her whilst we were away but we will never know," I said sighing

"Why won't we know, we can just ask?" Nathan said confused

"Do you think Hana trusts us after we left and never returned do you think that, you know Hana isn't someone that trusts easily but Nathan I think we have lost her trust completely" I said as tears started falling down my face

"What about Lilith," Nathan said with a bit of hope

"I don't know I haven't seen Lilith I don't know anything I guess Lilith has lost some trust in us but you are still her big brother she can't hate you forever," I said quietly

"You say that but Hana has brothers doesn't she and she hates them so much that if anyone even mentions them she will get angry and will change completely for a while just the mention of them remember, last time somebody mentioned them," Nathan said questioning me

"I remember she threw things and stopped eating for about two days that was the worse thing ever, I was so worried," I said frustrated thinking about it

"What about if she stopped eating while we were gone" Nathan suggested

"Even if she did we wouldn't know even if we ask she wouldn't tell us you know that," I said annoyed

"But Lilith can," Nathan said smiling

"And just how are we supposed to find Lilith," I said rolling my eyes

"We will figure it out we always do," Nathan said smirking

"You know Nathan I don't think Hana is ever going to give me another chance," I said sadly

"And harry you know that the only person she has truly loved is you if she loves you enough she will give you another chance but you have to fight for that chance you have to show her that you are not going to leave her again," Nathan said smiling sadly

"I know maybe I could stay at her house," I said smiling widely

"And what would Joshua say about that" Nathan said annoyed

"Well Hana is his sister so hopefully, he won't care too much now," I said hopefully

"Wait that's real Hana is really their sister" Nathan said shocked

"Yeah I know I was shocked when I first found out but you know they are photos of her all over the house well apart from the ground floor but the rest have photos of her all over I guess they miss her and don't realize it," I said smiling widely

"but didn't they hurt her at school Nathan," said confused

"Yeah I guess they didn't know who she really was or something like that, I mean how could they notice their sister when they haven't seen her since she was 4" I said laying down on the sofa sadly

"I mean still shouldn't they still have noticed," Nathan said sitting down next to me

"probably but I mean they still noticed her, just like me I noticed her straight away I just knew she was the one for me and I was right we fell in love with each other and had two kids together," I said smiling widely

"gosh you sure are still in love with Hana as much as you were when you first got together," Nathan said looking at me disgusted

"I know anyway let's stop talking about this and watch a movie" I suggested

"ok fine" Nathan said laughing