P1Harmony - [Our lucky number 7]

stinging pain

-10:12am FNC Entertainment-

it's been a few days and we got assigned to learn a brand new choreography to an unreleased song called "Siren"

we've gotten assigned our lines and started practicing, I've noticed how much everyone's improving and how keeho's worries seem to lessen over time.

Okay from jeongseob second verse, 5,6,7,8

"A ha- 내-인사부터 해잘받아 이건 peac-"
the music suddenly stop playing for the loud speakers

we turn towards mr.lee who is whispering along side the ceo's secretary miss yujin

"Sorry to interrupt but the ceo needs to talk to this group right now" she said in a serious tone

We all looked at each confused we haven't broken any of the trainee rules to get called to talk with the Ceo

"okey if you've done anything now is the time to come clean" i said looking pointing my finger at the boys as we waited for the ceo

"I don't bout y'all, but i didn't anything ba-" intak says when we suddenly hear a small knock on the door

the ceo enters the room along with a few staff follwing behind as they quickly fill in the empty seats

"Do you know why we asked to speak with you?" He speaks up

we look at eachother confused and nod no

"this specific group has been nicknamed the lucky number 7, obviously for a good reason" he says as he pauses

i start to get nervous something isn't right, i felt it in my gut.

"Im glad to say you guys are the next group to debut" he said as I noticed looking at only the boys

They all stood in shock when soul screamed "oH mAh gOd" everyone got up and hugged eachother

i stayed in my place still in shock trying to progress everything

"y/n why aren't you celebrat-" keeho spoke up before getting cut off

the ceo speaks up "I did finish...She isn't debuting with you guys" everyone goes silent

"excuse me what? we've always been a group you can't separate us" Keeho says taken aback

a staff stands up "yes but we're decided to debut her into another group...a girl group more specific-"

"Another group? What are you talking about?!" Theo says a serious expression over his face

"There aren't many Co-ed group that Succeed well..." another staff tried saying before getting interrupted again

"then we'll become one of the first, don't do this without her we can't-" jiung said before I interrupted him

"Guys it's fine, let's just celebrate this big accomplishment congrats" i said smiling and giving each one a big hug

"It's not fine we all promised to debut together" soul says

"our plans have been changed i guess" i said giving the ceo a death glare

so many emotions we're going through my head, i couldn't think straight. i walk out the room as i hear the guys argue with the ceo.

i felt so hurt and betrayed by the company, they led us with the thought of all of us debuting together.

with just the thought of being able to succeed together made us work harder and become the best we could do as trainees.

I walked towards mr.lee's classroom to grabbed my stuff to leave, i really started to feel overwhelmed as if the building's walls started to collapse around me.

I called a cab without a word to the guys, i connected my headphones and blasted music hoping it would interrupt my painful thoughts.

it didn't help i felt as my thoughts started to eat me inside, i slowly felt my throat burn it got worse as i tried to hold it together.

-12:05pm, location unknown-

the cab finally stops moving, you get out the car and are greeted by tall gates with a y in graves in the middle

"ah miss yang, let me get the gate open for you." a security says greeting you

you give him a small smile and head towards the house.

"할머니" i called out as it echoed in the house

"ahh my precious granddaughter, it been a while since you've came to vist me" she says making her way downstairs

"im sorry I've been busy lately with schedules" you say apologeticky making your way to the living room hold onto her.

i help her sit down and sit next to her "what's wrong sweetie talk to me" She asks concerned

I felt the same pain start to build up as i explain to her the situation, the stinging pain i been carrying since the cab has finally been revealed as i cried in her arms as she held me close.

all i could thing about was the members, all the stressfull nights I spent with them perfecting choreography, pulling all nighters together studying , the late night convenience store trips, i had really spent every day and every night with these boys working towards something big for all of us just so it could be taken away with just a sentence.

my thoughts soon got interrupted by my phone ringing, i silented my phone I wouldn't be able to talk to anyone in the condition i am in right now.

suddenly my phone started to ring uncontrollably
Missed call from "steph <3" 6m ago
Missed call from "Theo ☀️" 5m ago
Missed call from "soul 🍟" 4m ago
Missed call from "jeongseob🐨" 3m ago
Missed call from "intak ✌🏻" 2m ago
Missed call from "jiung 🐹" 1m ago

"Answer them they seem worried about you, I'll head inside and cook something good for you to eat" you nod thanking her and excuse yourself.

you walk outside to the backyard and towards the garden, you answer the call and before you could say anything.

"y/n where are you at? are you okay? We have been looking for you at the compan-" keeho said so fast i barley could understand anything

"miss yunjin said she saw you take your stuff and leave" theo said worried

"Please tell us your safe, we'll go to where your at right " a loud jiung yelled over the loud boys who were talking at the same time

"g-guys I'm fine i'm at my 할머니's house, i just need some time to myself right now" you said slightly laughing at how obnoxious they were being

"Oh okay we understand, bye we love you" intak and the rest said

"i love you guys too, see you later" you said and ended the call

"Food's ready, come here let's eat" she said as she walked towards the garden, you stood up and walked towards snd intertwining your arm with her's and walking to the patio and started to eat.