Heart Attack

Chapter 1

"Babe?" a voice echoed in the my ear, i recognized the voice, it was my boyfriend Harry. Out of habit i went in for a hug, he held me tight for a good minute. I loved him so much, he is the type" of boyfriend anyone would dream of having.

"Babe what happened last night?" I muttered very tired from last night and doing god knows what. "Well...we went to a party and drank like we usually do but this time you went up to some strange guy and bought something" He said sounding a little worried. "What the hell!? Why the did i do that? That's not like me at all! What did i buy". He stared at the wall not wanting to tell me because he knew i would feel guilty after. "To be honest babe, i have no idea what it was. But that's not what I'm worrying about right now". I started panicking, ever scenario of what could have happened in that club was running through my mind. Worried if i did anything i would regret, worried if i now have A.I.D.S from fucking some random dude in there. "What the hell happened?". I was freaking out! What the hell could i have done to make him this worried? "You went over to a guy at the bar and started making out with him. Ive never been so upset in my life" He said with his head facing down and his curly brown hair covering his jade green eyes. I quickly went over to him sat on his lap and held him as tight as i could, he looked up at me, tears streaming down his face. I wiped them away and kissed him softly without even thinking, he kissed me back and we just sat there...quiet...no one talked, we just sat.

I always feel safe in his arms, its like my shield from the world. Every time i felt sad i just hugged him, just sat there in his arms and i instantly felt better. He was my world, the one person that made me happy just by seeing him, made me feel amazing, and loved me for me. I love him more than anyone i have ever loved before, and knowing that this might jeopardize our relationship scares the shit out of me.

I am sitting in his arms crying silently, he lifts up my head and looks into my eyes and smiles...how could he smile after i cheated on him? I mean it was an accident but i know he was devastated. "why are you smiling?" i say still sniffling. "Because your the most beautiful girl i have ever seen in my life" He responds quickly. A huge smile appears on my face. "I love you so much" i say grinning like an idiot. "I love you too babe".

As we fall asleep i keep remembering in a short time he will have till he goes on tour and i wont be able to see him for a good month. I'm obviously very distraught by this but i didn't show it, for Harry's sake. For the moment I will just cherish the moments i do have with him till he does leave.

A/N: Thank you for reading! Hope you guys liked it. I wrote it in like 20 minutes so it isnt that good:P more to come! xx