A Thousand Stars But One Moon

What happened??

Omg what the fuck happened!!!
Why is Luke with my best friend?!??
Why is Skyllar with him?!!

Ughhhhh this can't be happening to me! Why am I feeling like this? Okay Alexa!! Alex!! Alexa!!! Calm your ass down. I have a boyfriend now so why was my heart racing when I saw them together!!!

I liked him but I couldn't tell him, he has a gf now and I have a bf. Shit, I see him everyday. I can't keep up with this every fucking day. I swear I will have a heart attack. "It's all over now" I thought, once I got home.

My mom asked if I wanted something to eat and I said "sure". After breakfast I went up stairs to change and I took a quick shower. I picked out a white lace skirt , and a black crop top, with some cute sandals. I was trying to go with a normal daily look so all I did for my make up was some eyeliner , foundation,concealer, and some light pink lipstick. I took my purse on my bed and got my credit card and my sun glasses. I grabbed my mom's keys and walked out the door. I told her that I'm going out for some air for a awhile and that she didn't need to worry.

I left before she could've even said anything. I walked out with sun shining on me as I went to my mom's BWM. I blasted the radio and adjusted the mirror and the seat. I decided to call Skyllar and see if she wanted to go and see a movie, but she said that she had to go to help her grandparents move and unpack their stuff. Its a Saturday and I was all alone . Ughhhhhh, great my life is great. I didn't have anyone to call now cause I guess everyone was with their family today. I drove to a garden park and decided to talk a stroll. I saw a lot of people playing frisby with their dogs and tennis with their families. Some was having a picnic and little kids was running everywhere.

"I wish I had a dog" I said in my head. I decided to text Calum to see is he wanted to hang out today.
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~hey~ A

~ Whats up babe ~ C

~ watcha doin today ~ A

~ nothing hbu ~ C

~ nothing, I wanted to see if u wanted to hang out today ~ A

~ oh um.... Sry not right now babe, I have to do something for my mom~ C

~ ok it's alright ~ A

~ I gtg bye~ C
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I felt lonely and confused. I have a feeling that Calum is lying to me . My heart was crushed now and I have no one to call. What the fucking hell. Ughhhh my life can't get any better can it.

Tears were running down my face now and I don't know what to think about . I used my hands to cover my face so no one can see the horrible makeup smudging and running down my cheeks. I cried in my hands for a while, but then I felt something hitting my feet. I uncovered my hands away , I looked down to see to a soccer ball . When I picked it up and looked up I saw the one pair of blue eyes I adore.