I want to stop self harming
I really do, I did for a while
but then my emotions took
control over my brain, and
my brain took charge of my body,
and my blade appeared in my
hand, and I don't want
to cut because I went with out
it for so long, but I can't stop
my hand from moving, and once
it's done, it's done and my wounds
are back, the old ones are barely healed.
(bgt)