I can't cry. I don't know why, I can feel it building up inside of me. I feel like I need to let it out. I can't though... I tried to force myself to cry and it didn't work... I have no reason to cry, or that is what it seems like to me. I feel a lot of things, and I just need to let it out, but I can't. I want to before it all spills out... My social anxiety has been getting worse... My thoughts are slowly coming back. And im scared. Its never good, but I seriously don't have anything to be sad about, right? Why am I like this? Why do I still feel down when I don't have anything to be down about...
What's wrong with me?
I don't want to fall into the hole again... I dont have to. I can avoid this. I just have to find a way to let it out, but I dont know how...
