So This Is Love ( Oneshots )

someone called

To say that tay was tiered was an understatement the shooting schedule was very hectic in these 2 days he had to stay at the shooting location itself and now all he wanted was to go home
well one might ask how'd he go "home" when they were shooting outside of Thailand but to them he only had one answer because the said home was not in Thailand it was with him or rather in simpler words "he" was with him in his hotel room his hin his home

He reached home smiling from ear to ear since all he wanted was to go his bed and cuddle with hin

He opened the door only to be stunned to the view of his hin in the most adorable polar bear onesie hugging a pillow filled with tears and a small pout on his face (certified whipped tawan)
(as if the writer isn't whipped for mr tithiphoom😶but I'll not expose myself like that)

So he slowly called out to him

Tay: hinnn

(Newwie ran in his embrace although being hugged by his koala was the last on his to do list today he gladly melted in the embrace)
Slowly running his hand on new's head he began calm his bf(😅yes taynew we know what it means) and took the koala back to the sofa

Tay :what happened hinn

New: ...

Tay:hin i cannot read your mind naa please tell me what happened

New: ...

Tay:did you get hurt

New: ..

Tay: did someone say something at work

New: ...

Tay : then i must have done something wrong I'm sor.....
He could not finish his sentence as new looked to him in the face. His own eyes completely filled with tears and started speaking and sobbing together

New: n.. No..... Why would you think that you are the best boyfriend ever
I'm the one who should say sorry
I'm fat and ugly ( i cried while writing this and i'll never forgive myself for this but it had to be written according to the storyline)(sorry inner me and all the polcas) and never care about how you feel i always fight with you and never listen I never show how much you mean to me

Tay was angry . Very ANGRY.
and that was not a very good look on him ( but he did look handsome duhh .....sorry the writer is a simp)

Newwie continued :All this and i still cant ... Can't let you go i hang on to you like leech and you keep up with it because you are like that
Please te please jus.. Just let me go

Tay got up and took out his phone to call p jaojack
And he was right
As phi told him about a call that new got as soon as tay left for the shoot
And how that person called him all degrading things and telling him how he was the worst for tay and what not
to this he cut the call thanking phi about the information

He turned back to a still crying mess of a new and locked their lips the kiss was a slow one but of love and desire not different from the many they've shared but still the thumping of their hearts against their chest showed tay that he'd never be too tired of this of get used to this bcz every time he finds new's lips between his he falls in love deeper but one thing he still couldn't understand was why people who claim to be his fans can't let him have this? Why can't they see what new makes him feel? Why someone who's so special for him is so easy to hurt by the people who allegedly love him?
But that could be handled later now he had to console new as the kiss ended new found himself on the bed

and the first time tonight he noticed how pale and sick his hin looked and rushed to the kitchen to get some warm water and a cloth and saw that the food in the fridge was untouched
And his heart sank in pain it was happening again new was starving himself to be able to fit people's expectation

So taking some porridge and some chocolates he went to newwie

Tay: hin please eat something i know you've not eaten anything since i left

New: no te i need to loose weight to become good for you

Tay :you'll always be my good boy hin please eat up
(Tay could see this was not working so he took the only way left out for him and let his alpha wolf take over)
Tay: Are you refusing me baby boy eat it . NOW

new wanted to refuse or to run away to keep starving himself but he couldn't deny his alpha and obliged
Yes they were wolves
And yes tay was his mate and his alpha
But the world did not have to know this for now

Tay : you've been very bad these days baby how dare you call my mate all these ugly thing's
And then he was pinned to the wall with legs wrapped tay's torso and hand's on his neck and their face dangerously close
Tay came closer to his ear and started whispering in a voice that made his legs tremble
Tay: i can see that you've wasted food baby that's very bad
And he reached the bedside table to pick up the chocolate and smeared it over his Adams apple
New was bot drunk he could've bet on that a few moments ago but now he felt dizzy this view was not gorgeous it was a sin
It looked tempting and although he just had food he felt hungry very hungry as so he dove in tasting the chocolate that seemed sweeter than ever and somehow toxicating
Meanwhile tay's wolf was marking his territory biting and nibbing on new's white neck and marking him seemed natural to him

Taynew were tiered the lovemaking tonight was passionate and ended in the guys cuddling and new being crushed in tay's arm was the best feeling after those 2 tiring days

Tay : I'm sorry baby but i had to let my wolf takeover bcz you wouldn't listen otherwise
You don't need to change yourself ever bcz I've loved all of you always and you are love for me i don't know if I'll ever remain the same if you change bcz i breathe bcz of you and in the short second when you asked me to leave you I felt like someone took a oart of me away I don't care what they say baby but i do need you i always will bcz to be me i need you
New was not in a state to react he understood everything tay said and felt that in the way tay's eyes were getting moist
He was thankful to heavens to have this man in his life and to this feeling of fullness he drifted to sleep

What he did not notice was how the other side of the bed was lifted in the middle of the night for some hours.

Tay woke up to the noise of new watching some news flash about someone broke into a house
At midnight and killed a man
New later informed tay hoe it was the same man that spoke all those things to him
Tay was really surprised upon hearing this
(Well people always told him he was a good actor and new was too focused on the news to see tay's smirk)