1994- between Harry's 3rd and 4th year

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Dear Sirius,

I'm okay... lonely. I didn't keep the position at Hogwarts, I resigned after that night. I really enjoyed that job, and the kids called me the best teacher they ever had. But, with them knowing I'm a werewolf and all... I couldn't keep the job.

I am still reading. Reading is pretty much all I do these days. You do realize that a lot of the time I was "reading" by the fire, I was really watching you watch me, right? When you looked at me, your eyes softened, they twinkled and looked almost sad. I miss those eyes.

I gave up on that book a long time ago, I lost the motivation.

I heard you gave up the motorcycle. I'm so sorry about that. You loved that motorcycle so much, and work so hard to buy it.

I... actually thought about us a lot too. You know how Harry got his hands on the old map? Well, I had to "confiscate" it from him (don't worry, I gave it back), and just having it in my office brought back so many memories. I miss us so much Padfoot. I want to be together again. I want you to hold me. I want you to kiss me. I want to be your boyfriend again.

Love,

Remus

(P.S. Riding a Hippogriff? You're a total hottie.)

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