The bliss of dancing on a dance floor. The rhythm. The drink in your hand. The dancing. The song...if only i was there right now, but instead I'm stuck with an upset boyfriend, Is all i could think in my head as he's yelling.
"harry please its not that big of a deal, he simply was making conversation." "No al, the way he was looking at you and trying to be seductive." "Well i never saw it." I argue back. I don't understand why he's being so jealous over one tiny thing. Harry is very protective, i get it but at what point can he not make everything a big deal.
"Of course you didn't because your a naïve little girl Allie." "What?" I raise my eyebrow at him. "He was looking at your breast knowingly i was right next to you WITH! my hand on your waist." "Okay fine...maybe he was but so what harry!?, i would still choose you over him." "You don't know that Al." "But i do harry, i don't know why your so scared lately that I'm going to leave you ." "Im not" he says quietly "but you are."
he stands there stiffly darting his eyes to me and back to the window that overlooks the city. He's been acting different lately and every time i try to figure it out he shuts me out.
My eyes follow him, he walks over to the couch next to the window he sits down , stairs out to the city and his hand fiddles with his lips
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"Harry.." I quietly say holding back tears."mmm" he hums staring blankly out into the rainy city. "What happened to you?...whats going on?" He breaths in a slow sign. A quiet one. "I don't know Al..." he sounds defeated, his hands slowly hitting his nee. "You always say that" "Well what do you want me to say Allie!?" . I was startled by the way he raised his voice, i didn't expect it. I don't want to over step but god i just want to know whats wrong with him? Am i the problem? Did i say something wrong? " i ... don't know harry." I try to say but it was incoherent. "Im trying ok? Im trying" he breaths out. "For what though?, "i try and i try"thats i all hear."i say trying to get the point across to him "What so I'm the only one to blame here? Im the bad guy?" He throws his hands up with the what the hell look on his face. Which i don't blame him, i kinda did just throw him under the buss. "No harry, I'm part of the issue too" i try not to sound guilty but i think i did. "S'just want you to open up to me and tell me whats wrong". I probably sound like im begging what else can i do?
"i- i just i don't know al, i need a break...". Hearing those 4 words made my stomach drop. Wishing you could press a replay button and change the subject before those words could come out of that persons mouth. I feel my throat burning and my eyes become glassy, i should have known. "Yo- you what?" I say turning to him with tears running down my face so fast its like a marathon with a confused look. "I'm sor- Allie, i just need help and need to focus on my self. his body language looks defeated, anxious and droopy. "Oh- okay if thats what y-you want" i start to stutter trying to hold in the sobs, knowing very well that's definitely not what i want. my eyes follow him once more, he seemingly walks to our room and gets his keys. "Pl- please don't leave me harry." " im sorry al." I watch him unlock the door and slam it shut on his way out.
For a second i thought he would come back in but he didn't, i hear his car turn on and then i hear the driving fade away. I stand up trying to control my self i go to open the door but i just uncontrollably sob and slide my back down against the door, with my nee's to my chest and my arms around my nee's. I don't know why i let myself go, was i too clingy? Was i over stepping boundaries? I know our sex wasn't the issue so what caused me to be the issue? A few hours past and i move from the floor by the door to my bed. Still no sign of him. I should just go to bed I'm tired and I'm tired of crying. I have a raging headache and a little tipsy from wine.
*Boom Boom Bang*
Wtf? Startled in my sleep i violently shoot up from my sleep. I walk to my door and i slowly unlock and open it. I open it slowly to reveal a tall tattooed man with soft brown loose curls and green eyes. "H-harry?...w-what are you doing here so late?" Before i could get anything else out of my mouth he steps in, kisses me harshly and slams me on the wall. It wasn't a sloppy kiss it was a * I screwed up and I'm sorry* kiss which was euphoric. "Im *kiss* sorry *kiss* for *kiss* leaving you alone *kiss* here *kiss*. He says in between our messy make out. "It-s okay" i fit in breathing so heavily and being completely startled. He stops and looks me in the eyes with him still pinning me up against the wall. "I know make up sex isn't the right thing. But i want you, sexually and non-sexually, I'm so sorry i was being a jerk and not treating you fairly, I'm really pathetic when I'm jealous and i have to work on that, i want to have kids , get married, build a company and tour and do amazing things with you. Your my soul mate al...annddd to fuck you until you cant walk"
He says desperately but with a smirk on his face , the only thing i could think of to say back was to slam my lips against his. I felt his smile go wide on lips because he knows that was me saying I forgive you and to.....rail me.
he picks me up putting my legs around his waist and throws me on my bed. I scoot my self up again the head bored but as soon as i did that he grabs me by my ankles and pulls me towards him. With that stupid devilish smirk on his face.
"Im about to make you scream my name Allie smith" my stomach ties in nots, my body already over stimulated... he rips off my underwear and snaps off my bra making my breast free. I help him take off his pants,and shirt. Revealing a bulge in his underwear, i look at him with a sheepish smirk on my face making me smile , shaking his head knowing I'm turning him on. He takes off his underwear and pulls me a little more to him making me on the corner of the bed and him towering over me.... And boy am i in for a night... * * * * * * * * * THE ENDDDDD HEHEHEHE LOVE YOU GUYS!😈
