His 18+

Chapter 17

ARIAS POV:

A whole month passed and I didn't speak to anyone. Aurora Layla and Jackson knew that the guys knew about my past. I had no choice but to tell them. Was I happy I told them no. Did I regret telling them no. I don't want to his me as a person but I also don't want to let too many people in. I hated the pity and sorrow they had in their eyes for me I didn't want it. I didn't tell them to get pity from them.

I had a 3 meals in my room and I'd go out at random times. I'd only show my face when there were meeting being held and when I was introduced to the rest of the mafia. I haven't seen much of Sandro. I use to see him walking out the guest bedroom with this new girl around the house at times but she'd never stayed. I wanted to question him about why he doesn't take her to his room but I didn't.

I was ready to start talking to everyone now but I wanted to make sure they don't give me pity. Today Sandro and Auroras parents were going to coke to the mansion. I was partly excited as they seemed like the best parents to be around. During the sleep over Aurora told me her parents love story. I wish I would get that type of love some day I can only hope it's soon.

In exactly one week I had my first mission which was to seduce a Russian man and try to get information out of him about the leader. All I had to do was take him into a private room give him a little dance and then the hit him with the back of my gun and kidnap him. The rest the boys would do which I'm glad I'm not ready for torture I'd rather kill quickly than slowly. I would have an ear price so the guy could get through to me and Jackson would be hacking the club cameras erasing any evidence.

I get dressed into clothes after my shower and dental routine. I put on some mascara concealer and lip gloss and head downstairs. I'd been working out so now my curves were more prominent and it looked good if I say so myself. I had some black straight leg jeans with rips in the knees and a black spaghetti string top on. I wasn't worried about people seeing the marks on my arms but I still decided to cover them up with make up. I open my door to head downstairs. There's no way out of this now. Nobody had seen me properly in over a month but I didn't care.

I head don to the kitchen to grab an apple and decided that I wanted to go for a walk today later on. Layla and Jackson were by the island with Aurora. Once they noticed me they all ran into my arms. I chucked and have them a quick hug back. "Oh my gosh your actually here you're alive wow you look amazing!" Aurora blabbed on. I smiled and then and we began to talk about everything I missed. Apparently Mattaeo and Layla had been getting super close and Aurora saw the making out in the cinema room. I kind of knew it would happen but I'm happy for them.

A few minutes passed and Olivia and Maddison walked in. I've never had a real conversation with Maddison but she seemed like a botch she would give me dirty looks and I did not like it one bit. "Hey rorry!" Maddison said to Aurora who just nodded at her. I wonder what's their problem. "Wow so you actually left your room would've been glad if you didn't your present is unwanted here!" I snarled stop her and decided to coke back at her "hmm funny you say that I don't see anyone else in the house happy to see you except your bum buddy next to you last I remembered Sandro doesn't even acknowledge you no more!" I looked to see very one now in the kitchen giggling at my come back I didn't even realise the boys were here even Sandro. I couldn't help but fake a smile and walk off into the garden I really wanted some space to milder to think about my life right now.

I was sat rocking back and forth on the hammock in the garden thinking about my life. Before it was pretty messed up but now I have so much tile to think and actually have the freedom I craved. I was so deep in thought I didn't realise the presence right next to me until they cleared their throat. I looked to my side seeing Sandro standing there. "Sandro hmm?" I looked up into his eyes "yes I quite like the name you know!" He chucked at me and proceeded to get next to me in the hammock. We were so close our arms were touching. Feeling the need to be comforted I payed my head on his shoulder. He stiffened to the action and first but soon delayed and he threaded his fingers through my hair which felt so good. "What's on your mind Ria?" I look up at him and laughed no one has ver called me that except him and I like it.

I explained to him how I didn't want anyone to show me pity and I don't want anybody to treat me differently which he understood. I was glad he was here to talk to me but deep down there was more feeling towards him but I knew he would never like me in that way so I kept those feeling to a side. "I will make sure nobody treats you differently princess and I promise you I will be there to help you through it all and I promise you I will kill those bastards who hurt you. I'm always here for you amore!" (Love) I nodded in approval and we both stayed there for a good half an hour until we were called inside to have breaks fast.

As the day went on not much happened except a meeting about the mission and about us all getting fit before the mission so we can be prepared. It was around 10pm when everyone in the house decided they wanted to watch a movie together. It is been a month since I gathered with them but I just did. We were sat on the L-shaped sofa watching inside out. Next to me was Sandro as we were sitting on the far end. I had my head on his shoulder whilst getting dirty looks off Olivia and Maddison. "I'm guessing you've slept with both of them for me to be getting dirty looks off of them?" He looked at me and smirked "jealous princess?" I slapped the back of his head "never. Hmmm don of the Italian mafia getting all warm to me is it now?" He winked at me and responded "hmm sure but only you princess no one needs to know."

The rest of the night consisted of watching movies when I grew to towed to keep my eyes open and announced I'm going bed. Sandro decided he was tired to and we both went up together. It was silent walking up together but before I got to my door Sandro kissed my forehead and said goodnight to me. I blushed and said goodnight back and went in to my room to shower and head to bed. I wore my silk t-shirt and shorts which were surprisingly baby blue. Once I was in the covers I prepared myself for a nightmare but I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking that Sandro has gotten so close to me but he will never see me as more and I hated it. I wanted to talk to him about it but I needed to wait for things to go further.

It was 2am and I still couldn't sleep. I had an idea which was really odd but I thought it could help. I wanted to go to Sandro's room and sleep there but I don't think he would like it. I didn't listen to myself and my feet automatically took me to my door. I knocked on his door and there was a quiet come in. I peeped my head through the door "I can't sleep!" He motioned for me to come into the bed with a smile on his face and opened the covers for me to join him. I got into the bed and faced away from him.

Minutes later he snaked his arm around my waist and brushed my behind to his front. "You know princess no one has ever slept in my bed before. I usually take my one night stands to the guests room because I don't like them in my room your the first girl here!" I turned around to face him "I'm sorry I can go if you want me too. His grip on me tightened and I cold tell he didn't want me to. I snaked my arms around his neck and played with his hair for a bit. It wasn't long until we both fell asleep. I knew I had to talk to him in the morning.