Don't Flirt

3 ► It was awkward tho

After a few hours I started to panic. I was so sure that I'd forgot something like chapstick or brushing my hair. It felt pretty bad to be alone so I decided to give a call to my best friend and a dedicated K-poper Sofia. I wiped some powder to my face with a big fluffy brush as the phone tried to connect my friend. 5 or 6 beep-sounds later I heard a sleepy "Hey". I asked if I woke her up since it was "only" 11.30am. The answer was a quick nope and I could clearly hear some annoyed tone in her voice.
"Happy in there with your own little hotel room and concert tickets?", she asked then. I was a little shocked because we had talked about this for many weeks and she was supporting me and said that I just simply had to come even without her.
After some arguing Sofia took a deep breath but was clearly not happier at all. I didn't mind, but I had to tell her about what happened earlier.
"Guess what? I saw Zico here at the hotel!", I whispered excited. It was quiet for a couple of seconds but then I heard an annoyed snort. "Come on Jamie, you are not living in a fanfiction, those things never happen". I felt disappointed, because my best friend doubted the most amazing moment in my life. "Actually it happened, it was awkward tho, but it happened. At the breakfast restaurant", I answered starting to feel a little annoyed too. Sofia didn't even seem to listen, because she continued right after my sentence. "Yeayea, okay what ever hey you know I have to go to my own breakfast restaurant a.k.a kitchen so please have a wonderful day, bye", she said like a phone seller and quit the call.
I felt empty. I really did feel bad for her, but why can't I just enjoy since I am in here.
I looked at myself from the mirror and I was pretty happy with the makeup I did. Just some brownish eyeshadows, winged eyeliner and a few long and thick coats of mascara. Simple and sweet. I just prayed that my skin wouldn't start to shine like a disco ball during the show, but that was a really hard thing to avoid.
I was really nervous, but also as ready as I could be. I had changed my clothes into black jeans, black 2inch high heels and a loose blue t-shirt with the text "Seoul" on it. It was a gift from Sofia when she went to Korea less than a year ago. I thought the outfit was cute but casual. I finished it with some little golden jewellery here and there and made a messy bun to my hair to keep it clean in the queue.
I stopped by a coffee shop near the venue and bought a coffee and two sandwiches, one for now and one for later, because I was smart like that.
After spending more than two hours in the queue I had got atleast four new friends, good laughs and most probably a cold. We were shaking like little chihuahuas in the queue as it slowly moved closer and closer to the doors. I was glad that I wasn't one of those who were shaking 400 meters further. We still had a fun conversation going on about pumpkins and moonlight but the man on the door kind or ruined it because we had to focus on showing the tickets to get inside The Circus. Two of my new friends ran to the table to buy some fan merchandise, but we zigzaged through the people and found the stage around the corner.
There were about twenty persons before us but we had a perfect place in the corner about a meter before the wall next to the stage. People still ran next to me and my new mates, so I guess that would've been an okay place too if we would've been here a little later.
It started to get a little hot with all those people around me and singing along didn't really help since I felt warm breathing in my neck all the time. I still enjoyed singing the familiar songs with the crowd eventhough there weren't a single mark that Block B were there. It was like a karaoke night for 2000 people.
Suddenly all the lights shut and we started to scream way too loudly, but I kind of enjoyed the noise. Red lights partying all over the venue along with the green and yellow light sticks we all had in our wrists. Dramatic music pumping and the bass hitting in my heart. I loved the feeling so much and I just wanted to scream. And along with the others - so I did.