His Intern | Minsung

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"Hey Ji- WAIT JISUNG PLEASE I JUST WANNA TALK!" Hyunjin yelled after the short brunette, following the young intern down the stairs as Jisung tried to escape the taller with quicker steps. "Jisung please I just want to talk to you" Hyunjin begged him, not as loud and panicked as he sounded a second prior.

"Fuck off slenderman" Jisung spat venomously towards the taller, continuing to quickly walk down the flight of stairs as Hyunjin chased him. Grabbing onto the youngers shirt collar Hyunjin stopped him in his steps making Jisung face him with a hard glare.

"Please I just want to talk" Hyunjin begged him to listen.

Hesitantly Jisung nodded as Hyunjin didn't seem to deter easily, so here the two found themselves. Seated in the cafe together on Jisungs lunch break as the brunette glared at the man before him. "I don't have all day so say what you want now" Jisung tells him as Hyunjin nods.

"I wanted to say I'm sorry, for so much. For hurting you back than and treating you like dirt since... I'm so fucking sorry Jisung and I needed you to know that" Hyunjin apologised, his hands tightly fisted in his lap as he kept his eyes down, his nerves struggling to allow him to look the other in the eye.

Pride has been something he had always struggled with, because Hyunjin was the insecure one and he wanted to be the best but now he had to admit that he wasn't that. Hyunjin had hurt someone who didn't deserve it in the slightest way yet Hyunjin had been a constant asshole since then to now.

"You don't have to do forgive me right now or ever if you don't want to or can't. I just needed to tell you how sorry I am. The pain I've caused you will never be healed or erased by my words" Hyunjin told him taking a deep breath as he waited for Jisung to speak.

"You're sorry?" Jisung asks skeptically and Hyunjin couldn't be confused with that response as it had been years of Hyunjin doing the same unapologetic things to him.

"I am, I really am" Hyunjin promised him.

"Why should I listen to your apologies after all this time? It's been years Hyunjin... and now you want to apologise?" Jisung asks him, Hyunjin goes to speak but Jisung raises his hand signalling for him to wait because he hadn't finished. "I know I retaliated and I hurt you too along the years but what I've done is a spec compared to even close of what you have done to me. You may not have known that my ex was taken at the time but to belittle me and kick me down when I was already hurting was fucking low and that really continued to drop my view of your character" Jisung admits to him.

"I'm-.." hyunjin was cut off once more.

"I'm not done Hwang. You hurt me, and words can not come close to even fix the amount of pain you've caused me because of whatever stupid reason you had to back up your actions. Whether you feel guilty about it now and want to get this shit off your chest so you can feel better I could give less than a fuck. I don't want to help you clean your conscience" Jisung tells him blankly.

"I know that I do and I get it. I'm not trying to clear my conscience either I just wanted to say sorry to you because you deserve that" Hyunjin tells the brunette looking up hesitantly to see Jisung wiping tears that had started to fill his eyes. "I was a stupid immature kid back then, you didn't deserve the pain I caused you" he tells him.

"You're right, i didn't deserve it" Jisung agrees with him, getting up and pushing his chair in as he takes a deep breath to calm himself before he continued. "Hyunjin I don't forgive you... as of right now— but maybe some time after I calm down and can process this clearly I might be able to give you a different answer. I'm also sorry for what I did to you along the years, I wasn't bad but I wasn't good to you either. So Hwang Hyunjin, I'm sorry" Jisung apologises to him sincerely.

"You don't have to apologise" Hyunjin tries to tell him, waving his hands as if Hans apology was far from necessary. Han knew he didn't need to, he could be spiteful and just spit at Hyunjin and walk away but he couldn't. He wasn't like that.

"Oh trust me I know I don't have to" Jisung laughs before looking down at his hands on the seat. "But I also know you're in pain because of your regret so I feel bad as well despite it all" Jisung tells him slowly, grabbing his drink the brunette goes to walk away before stopping and turning around once more. "One last thing" the intern starts off. "I wasn't the one who snitched on you and got you into detention... I'm not a petty person" he whispers the last bit before walking away.

Holding his breath in Jisung quickly leaves the cafe before he breaks down, needing to not show any more emotion then necessary in front of Hyunjin. Trying hard to keep his tears in he turns the first corner he could see so he would no longer be in view of Hyunjin allowing Jisung the discreetness to break down sobbing. His hand clutching his chest as he cries. "Stupid asshole, making me cry again" Jisung mutters wiping away his tears as he straightens out his clothes and sniffles.

"Great, now I have to return to work looking like this... I didn't even get to eat anything" he halfheartedly laughs at himself as he walks back to the office, trying his best to not continue crying anymore then he could.