If It's With you, I'll Take it

Chapter 2

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When do you say you had enough?

How do you walk out without a word?

What does it takes to let go?

How easy it is to pull a wedding ring off?

How easy it is to just run away?

And why does it hurt like this?
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Don't get Seokjin wrong, he's not blaming anyone,

He doesn't hate on anyone either...

He's just hurt...

"Leave me alone please..."

"Hyung--"

A bottle of brandy fly to the nearest wall,

Creating a heart wrenching sound in the quiet of the night.

"Please leave me alone..." He wants to say it strongly more powerfully, angry even...

But it end up as a beg, when his tears fall and his voice broke.

He really needs to be fucking alone...

He just wants to maybe die on this sofa on his own too...

Just succumb into nothingness...

"Seokjin, we're leaving now--but we'll come back tomorrow... Please don't do anything absurd..." That's Yoongi with his stone cold voice again,

And Seokjin knows even without looking that he's pushing the others towards the door right now,

It's only been confirmed when the door clicked, a sign that it's been closed.

And the house finally went quiet again,

Hollow-like quiet.

Something that Seokjin had finally get acquainted to,

Painfully acquainted to.

It's been a year anyways...

This is nothing to cry about...

This is actually nothing, compared to the memories, compared to the pain that didn't left even a second...

Compared to that day when Jeongguk finally walked away...

It's actually unfair if you'll asked Seokjin,

Unfair how he's the only one hurting,

Unfair how he should be the one being left behind...

Unfair how he knows he had accepted this long ago,

But then he still do, he accepted everything, he swallows all the pain,

And more so, he holds on...

Even when it's a lost cause, even when it feels like tugging a barb wire,

Even when all there is for him, is pain.

So why did Jeongguk let go?

Why is he the one who had the audacity?

Why is he the one who walked out the door?

Does he think it'll be alright?

Does he think it'll solve everything?

Does he think that piece of paper did something?

Did he thought that Seokjin will be able to live well?

Once again, don't get Seokjin wrong, he did try...