SOME WORDS UNTOLD

They say small family is a happy family. Same was in my case until the disease got worst.

DISEASE-BRONCHITIS people say it's not a severe one and easily curable but I, MY MOM , MY BROTHER saw it from close. Now you may have come to know there is one person missing on family list.

That's my DAD.

So the disease I was talking had already started inside the lungs of my dad when i came to senses.

This disease mainly occur to the people who drink and smoke. But here my dad didn't even touch or had ever seen those things.

Relatives say its genetic disease because my granny had the same one.

This disease they say will not take the life from from the diseased but the the diseased person suffers a lot!!!

Should be on 02 for more than 18 hours a day...should keep an eye on heart beat, sugar and blood pressure levels..etc;

OK LETS JUST SKIP TO..

My most favourite part of my life if you ask I can say that was my childhood..i guess everyone says the same..but the reason here for me is different..

*****fast forwarded my life in 2018.

That was november a casual check up month for my dad..but it was not casual for the disease inside him..he got hospitalised for a week or two..got the treatement and came back home Kurnool.

He was not that active or talkative but also trying himself to cheer up and we were all with him. Then comes december and suddenly one night he starts feeling uneasy ..felt breathlessness..tried to control with tabs and all but failed and got an ambulance and started for Hyderabad on suggestion from his doctor in hyderabad..

I and my brother were left in my home town as we had studies and exams coming up(my regret no1)

This time when he went the feeling was different.

The number of talks were reduced between us.

Video calls reduced, the credit goes to bad health!!

I was fed up of living on my own with my brother those days, without mom and dad!

Frustrated listening to words I shouldn't listen!!

Listening to people talking behind his back!!

When there was rising hope that he is getting better, but on the other hand reports were not on our side. Doctors deciding to discharge or not, -this was scenario..

One Friday me and my brother with my cousin brother started for Hyderabad to visit him...I was the happiest person the whole planet that time....reached there..visited him..but I was not able to talk to him seeing in his eyes(regret no2).. the condition was not well..although he was trying to pretend alright before us....

We went near doctors to talk but my mom, bro and me weren't invited!!

Feels odd right!!! As cousin was doctor he went talked and pretended that everything was ok, but we knew something was not!!

The day passed so fast that it was already time for us to leave!!!

That's where I started panicking and begging that I don't want leave him..Everyone was ok with my decision except him..

He in the last said "go now I'll tail to you in two days"..i gave him water and left Hyderabad(regret no3)

Two days no talk with him but mom was in touch. Ofcourse why not..

Me in my college sleeping in the last bench suddenly was woken up by my friends that someone came to pick me up!!

My heart was beating so fast.