Loving the wrong man

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                                                                           Samiya

Sitting here soaking in the tears that I have shed over the years. I'm sitting here wondering where did my life supposed to go from here. Never in a million years did I think my life would turn out like this. I've been broken to the point of no return. It's our 3rd year anniversary and my husband Shawn has yet to show up. After waiting on him for the last three hours I decided to call it a night I blew the candles out and put his dinner in the microwave for later. I went upstairs to our bedroom and I decided to go ahead and take a shower and put on something comfortable. While in the shower I was listening to pandora and my favorite some came on I was singing from the soul the song by Mary J Blige not gon cry was food to my soul as I scrubbed away all the hurt and pain I was feeling. After getting out of the shower I decided to just watch a little tv until I dosed off. After watching tv I finally found myself dosing off. At 4 in the morning I finally heard Shawn's keys at the door I decided to turn over and act as if I was still sleeping. He came in the room not even attempting to wake me and took off his clothes and went to jump in the shower. While I laid there, I kept hearing his phone buzz in his pants on the floor. I finally decided to get up and grab the phone it was a text from an number I have never seen before saying "I really enjoyed our night together I can't wait to see you again". I knew he was cheating but I just couldn't put my finger on it this was all the proof I need to get the hell away from this no-good ass husband of mine. Suddenly I heard the water cut off that's when I put his phone back in his pants and jumped back in the bed like I was still sleeping. Out the corner of my eye I watch my husband drop the towel that he had wrapped around his waist to the floor. Don't get me wrong Shawn was everything a woman could ask for he was very sexy smooth chocolate skin those long neatly done dreads on his head always got me and let's not forget his big brown eyes. As I watched him put his boxers on he hopped in the bed and grabbed me close and said "I'm sorry Samiya I had to work late and he kissed me on the cheek and turned over and went to sleep. I sat there and silently cried because my husband no longer cared about those vows we took before god.

Shawn

I know Samiya was pissed at a nigga because I wasn't at home to help her celebrate our anniversary, but these last few years haven't been so happy for me. All she does is nag A nigga can never get a break because she is always somewhere crying. That why lately I have been linking up with this chick name Keisha. She was bad as fuck chestnut skin hazel eyes and has the baddest shape I had seen in a long time and oh yeah shawty was a super freak in the bed room. I mean don't get me wrong I do love my wife it's just that over the last few years things have changed and she's not the women I fell in love with . When I first met Samiya we were at this block party my homeboy Rosco was having everybody was drinking and just vibing having a good time. That when I seen her walking with her sister's Kim and Tori. She was dressed in a crop top and a mini skirt that really didn't leave anything to imagine. As I was talking to my boy he gave me the run down about all the sisters it just so happen she was the baby of them all and she was the virgin of all three sisters. A lot of the boys were scared to talk to her because her pops was the biggest kingpin in chi town and he keep a leash on all his girls but Samiya was his baby girl that he dared any nigga to touch her. Just so happen I was the nigga to get her. I walked up to her you know how girls try to play hard to get a first then it went from there. I was pulling up picking her up from school it never dawned on me to ask shawty how old she was until one day my homie came and asked me did I know how old she was? Come to think about it I never asked shawty because it was something about her. She wasn't like the other girls she always made sure a nigga was straight she really didn't care about the materialistic things I bought her usually that's all the girls around here go for a nigga with some bread and about his business they really didn't care to get to know who you were or what you really wanted. While I listen to her muffled sniffles as I lay with my back turned to her I realized I had the best thing any man could want but I guess I met shawty to early in life ya feel me. Don't get me wrong I love my wife with all of my heart but sometimes a nigga get tired of doing the same thing or listening to the same old whining everyday about something different. Thinking about the old time I drifted of to sleep.

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