Carefully (boondocks FanFiction)

II.chapter 5

It's been about 3 weeks since everything happened at Michael Caesar's house. 3 weeks since I had sex with Huey and gave him my most sacred possession.

3 weeks since I witnessed him kill a man.

3 weeks since he asked me to hide the gun.

I felt sick to my stomach about the whole thing.  The guilt was taking a toll on my body. My eating habits changed and I couldn't hold anything down.

I'd never gotten short with anyone before the incident . I was really testy with Mallorie and my friends for no reason. I just became really bitchy and cranky snapping at everyone,even to my parents.

As far as Huey and I was concerned, he never really confirmed if I was his girlfriend or not. I mean it seemed like I was getting all the benefits of a girlfriend without actually being one. He held my hand at school, carried my books and kissed me goodnight.

But whenever a stranger asked he didn't call me his girl. Just his good friend. And he still didn't tell me he loved me.

Not once did I complain.

Of course I stupidly kept having sex with him. He was always in the mood for sex. I slept with him even after the murder like the big dummy I am. I feared if I didn't put out whenever he wanted I'd lose him. I finally had his attention all to myself and no other girl. He was still asking about the gun and honestly I had so much on my mind I haven't gotten around to it yet.

I still haven't told Cindy about us. I haven't told anyone really about my "relationship" with Huey. Only person that knows is Michael but he hasn't uttered a word.

This morning I just let Mallorie drive my car to school. I was going to ride with Huey and Riley. He said it was really important that I talked to him.

I approached the Freeman residence and let me tell you the closer i got my stomach would tell me it was a bad idea. This fatty and greasy smell was god awful. I don't know why it bothered me so much. Riley answered the door.

Oh god that smell again.

Mr.Freeman was cooking bacon.

Just like that I puked right there at the door.

Embarrazzing.

"Ughhh man! Not my Shadows.I just bought these man."
Riley said when I threw up all over his new expensive shoes.

"Riley....sorry....please.....my daddy will get you new ones" i choke on the words.

"Man do you know how much overtime i had to do? Do you know how long I waited for these shits?" Dang Jaz."

"Riley I said I'm sorry. It's just that smell-"

"What the hell happened in here?" Mr.Freeman interrupted. Huey was behind him watching me.

"Jazmine are you alright? What happened to you? You don't have that bird flu do ya?"

"No Mr.Freeman. I'll clean it up."

"That's ok lil baby I'll have Riley clean it up."