This Is The Life (swaggersouls x reader)

sly jealousy

Everyone went their separate ways..Y/n soon came back downstairs wearing sweatpants and a tube top. "Alright... Where is everyone?" She asks. "Im not quite sure, i knw that Mitchell took swagger somewhere to talk.. Oh no.." I say. "Fuck.. You don't think that-"

"Hey ladies.. Sorry um y/n can i talk to you?" Swagger says. Y/n nods. She looks at me for help as she walks up the stairs.

                        Y/n pov

Swagger takes me up to his room. He closes the door. "So Mitchell told me about what happened last night.." He says. "I was hoping he wouldn't and that i would let this blow over.. Listen if you don't want to be friends anymore we don't have to-"

"What? No i want to be friends, its not like you really like me, right?" He asks.

Fuckkkkk... Can someone just come in and kill me already.

"Of course not! That's insane, im glad you arent mad at me, you don't like me either do you, because you did say you liked me too" i say. He is silent..

"Of course not, we are only friends.. Anyways i was just making sure you didn't like me, i mean i wouldn't stop being friends with you but i would just kinda distant myself y'know?" He says. "Yeah i get it.. Anyways i have to head back.. I was gonna call my mom" i say. "Oh ok.. Ill drop hy i guess your mom seems chill" he says.

I nod, give a soft smile and walk out the room and see Fitz.. "You ok?" He asks. I nod and leave..

                 Fitz pov

I saw y/n as she walked away. Swagger was also leaving the room i push him back in, go in, and close the door behind me..

"You like her don't you?" I ask. "What? No" he say. "Oh bullshit swagger.. If i flirt with her you would be jealous.. Admit it." I say. "I would not" he says. "Ok then so when we have our little cook out tonight you wouldn't care if i get a little too close to her.. Maybe put my arm around her.. Hold her close while we are both around the fire, share my food with her.. Make her smile.." I say. I could tell Swagger was getting annoyed.

"Maybe kiss her.." I say. He looks at me. "Aha! I called you on your shit Swagger you do like her!" I say. "I don't dude! You could do all that stuff and i wouldn't care" he say crossing his arms.

"Ok then.. See you then" i say.

I walk out.. Did i really just trick my friend into thinking i was trying to make him jealous by flirting with y/n.. When i actually want to get closer to her.. I like y/n shes amazing.. I know Swagger likes her.. But its hard to back away.. Seeing them kiss made my blood boil.. I hate being jealous...

Im really hoping he actually doesn't like her so i have a chance..

*
I go outside for a smoke break.. All the while i was thinking of y/n.. Her beautiful h/c hair.. Her bright smile.. The way she looked in my hoodie made my heart melt.. Shes perfect.. To me anyways.. I would kill to have her.. Not someone like her.. Shes one of a kind.. If there was someone like her i would know they are just trying to be her.

I hear footsteps and someone jumps on my back while giggling.. "Hello tall ass why are you out here all alone?" It was her, y/n. "Just a smoke break you weirdo.." I say. "Why do you look sad? Who hurt you? Ill beat their ass ill fucking do it, ill bust a cunt" she says i laugh.

"Want some?" I ask holding my joint out. She takes a drag from it. "Thank you mate.. I really needed it.." She says.

I was confused. "What do you mean by that?" I ask. "Just boy stuff.. I found out thinking of a boy doing something really gross makes you get over them super fast" she says.

"Who did you used to have a crush on?" I ask. "Swagger.. Glad i got over him though.." She says.. I look at her.

She was looking off in the distance. She looks at me. "I know im hot.. But look at that sunset its breathtaking.." She says grabbing my face and turning it towards the sunset.

She wasn't wrong it was gorgeous but i was only thinking of her in that moment.. I look at my watch for the time.. "Oh shit we have to go get the fire started" i say. "Do you need me to hop off?" She ask. "Nah.. Just hold on.." I say running to the fire place.. She was giggling into my shoulder.. I see everyone around the fire place. Swagger was looking at us and i could see the envy on his face..

I set y/n down i help start the fire and we fuck around for a bit and start throwing some stuff on there, i see Swagger and y/n talking.. Not gonna lie hurt a little bit but she doesnt like him anymore right?

Toby handed him a sausage. "I cast sausage bolt" he says throwing it on the grill but it slid off. Everyone laughs. He threw another one but it landed in the pit.

Toby threw one and it yet again slid off. "Quit dropping them in the fucking fire mate, they have dropped three sausages in there" Mason says.

I use the salt. "They dont need more salt!" Toby yells. "I think it needs a but more salt" I say

"Fitz i think i should cook your over salting them and you burnt yourself like 50 times mate.." Y/n says.

"Like you could handle the heat" i say. "Oh she could, trust me" Toby says. "Ah shit what did she do this time?" Swagger asks. "I was like 21 i think it was on my birthday, it was me, Toby, our friends, and my boyfriend at the time, so we all went camping and we made toasted Marshmallows, and we didnt have anything to put the fire out so i was like super drunk and i was like fuck it so i walked on the fire until it it burned out" she says.

"Ok i want to believe you but for right now lets have the real men cook" i say messing with her. "I push your bitch ass in the fire dont test me" she says with a smirk.

I smile back at her and cross my arms. "Ok when your done eye fucking each other can we get back to cooking?" Jay asks. She rolls her eye and grabs the spatula from my hand as she cooks some of the sausages and steaks.

She flips one of the steaks over. "Oh that looks amazing" Toby says.  She hands the spatula back over to me and goes to talk with Swagger again.

I was cooking whilst making content for our video. "Its cold as" Jay says. "Then get a fucking blanket ya dog" i say. "No id rather have someone to cuddle with like Swagger has." He says. I look over and see Swaggers arm around y/n and her wearing his jacket.

I look back at the fire and try to distract myself. Matt jokingly cuddles with Jay.

"Fucking gay" Toby says. "Toby you have a girlfriend shut the fuck up" y/n says. "Yeah and your single you shut up" toby says

"At least i have options" y/n says. "Like who?" Toby asks. "You know who, anf another guy but ill never tell" she says. "Wait hold the fuck on now im interested" swagger says pulling away from her and unwrapping his arm from her. "And im cold bitch" she says grabbing his arm and putting it around her. He laughs.

*
Soon everything was done, mason thought the steak was raw and i had just taken a bite out of one of the sausages.. "Well done.. Im dead serious" i say to the camera. "Is it good?" Y/n ask.

"Yeah here" i say letting her take a bite of the sausage i took a bite out of. I look over and see Swagger looking at her.

He looked jealous..