You're Crazy

Part 2

The show was over and it was 10:30pm I shoved through the crowd of people determined to meet up with Kellin as soon as possible.

My ears are ringing from the loud music and my heart began beating fast again.

God can this feeling ever go away?! It's driving me crazy that Kellin is making me feel like this.

"If you don't message me I'll worry..."

He'll worry?! He really cares that much about me?!

I can't breath.

All those sweet things he's said to me through messages and social media have been replaying in my head again and I'm overthinking everything like crazy.

I finally pushed through the crowd of people and made it to the outside of the venue. I made my way around the venue looking for the band's tour bus.

I finally found the bus and sent Kellin a message telling him I'm here.

He responded back "Wait a few minutes gonna shower and change :)"

I leaned against the bus getting anxious by the second.

I was beginning to get hot so I took off my jacket and wrapped it around my waist. I was now in a distressed t-shirt which was also a crop top showing my waist and belly button. I kept the jacket on the whole show because I was self concious about showing so much skin but man I got hot!

"Groupie slut!"
I looked up and some blonde chick  from across the street was yelling at me.

"Band slut! Who do you think you're impressing groupie?!"

This blonde is really talking to me and calling me a slut?!

" hahaha what the fuck is wrong with you?! What's your problem?! I'm only standing here fuck?! Is that a crime now?! To stand!? Dumb bitch go home and mind your fuckin business!"

"Whatever whore!"

"Come closer and say it over here bitch! I dare you!"

I began to walk up to the girl without thinking, but a pair of long arms pulled me to a strong chest and held me back.

"Let me go!" I yelled pissed off.

"No (Y/N)" Said Kellin.

"IMMA KICK THIS GIRLS ASS LET ME GO!"

"Let's go inside" Kellin pulled me back and led me into the bus.

I was so pissed off I began ranting.
"Who the fuck does that girl think she is?! She doesn't fuckin know me?! Why did she fuckin call me a slut?! I'm not some fuckin groupie slut! I'll show her let me go! So I can pull her hair and smash her face to the floor!"

I was so pissed off I didn't realize where Kellin was leading me. He took me to the back of the tour bus where all the bunk beds where. I pulled myself out of Kellin's arms and sat on one of the bunk beds I was too pissed off to be close to him.

"Wow" Kellin said.

"What!?" I yelled irritated.

"You're crazy"

That just added more fuel to the fire of anger in me.

"What?! Me!?" I yelled again.

"Yeah haha you are big time!"
Kellin walked towards me and I ignored him. He took a strand of hair out of my face and I pretended like the gesture didn't affect me.

I moved away from him afraid all of the sudden of him touching me. That girl's words still in my head.

Groupie Slut!

I slid to the edge of the bunk bed layed on my back trying to relax and pretend like I don't notice that he's staring at me the way he is right now.

"Mmm are you gonna talk to me or are you gonna keep acting weird?"

"I'm sorry..." I told him.

"Don't be.You look cute when you're mad.. beautiful actually" I looked up at Kellin.

He looked down at me I got up from the bed and pulled him to me. I kissed his cheeks, nose and forehead.

Kellin pulled me closer to him and I felt his lips on mine. I held him close while he kissed me and I pulled on his hair.

"Groupie!"

I pushed at Kellin's chest and pulled away from him. The stupid blonde got in my head!

"Shit..i'm sorry" He said.

"No I'm sorry.. I..did you just kiss me?!" I asked in shock.

He looked down looking a little embarrassed & ashamed.

"I couldn't help it! Just look at you!" He said loudly as if that explained any of this.

"What do you mean? I'm nothing special. I'm a hot mess is what I am" I said.

"You're more than a hot mess! You're gorgeous and amazing!"

I rolled my eyes at him recalling all the times he would call me "amazing".

"You don't mean any of that." I told him.

"Of course I do! Why wouldn't I?" He stared at me with those big bright green eyes.

I looked away from him again "Maybe I should go."

"What!? Why?! It's been so good seeing you again! Don't go yet" He told me.

I sighed in disbelief "Your crazy" I told him.

"Haha What did I do?" He asked amused.

"You kissed me why did you do that?" I told him.

He scooted closer to me again and put his arm around me.

"I couldn't help it... I'm just so happy to see you again and you always make my day. Your so sweet, funny, smart, and sassy. I just love you" He told me.

"Really? Do you really mean that?" I asked.

"Of course I do!" He said.
I couldn't take it anymore I pulled his face close to mine and pressed my lips on his.

I pulled away for moment just to say "I love you too".