Cry as much as you want today and forget me tomorrow
Tae drove his car so fast away from Jungkook's house.
He didn't know where to go. He didn't know what to do. He just drove. He drove fast.
Then he realized his phone was ringing continuously. He came back to his sense and stopped his car. It was yoongi hyung.
"Tae, where are you?? For the god sake don't drive. I'll come to get you. Please just stay there."
He cried over the phone.
Tae decided to wait for yoongi hyung since he felt that he can't drive anymore....
(Taehyung's POV)
"Hyung, please take me to a bar. I just want to get drunk. Please"
I begged to yoongi hyung while hugging him.
"Tae, please relax. Okay. Let's go for a drink. But it's only for today okay. I know you can't handle alcohol."
I nodded.
We went to a quite faultless restaurant which close to the sea for have a drink.
After few silent drinks I went to the beach yoongi hyung followed me. we sat on the beach while drinking beer.
"Hyung, look at the stars. It's looks amazing right?"
He nodded while looking at the shining stars. We had few more drinks silently.
"Tae, I know you are suffering. And I think you know I also have the same problem as you. That's why I could understand you than anyone else."
Yoongi hyung broke the silence between us. I sighed and looked down with my pout face. Tears started to falling down. But I really don't want to cry in front of my friends. It's annoying. I hate this. I really really hate this.
Yoongi hyung put his hands around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him. He patted on my shoulders.
"It's okay Tae, don't be nervous you can cry in front me. We are friends more than friends we are like a family. you are like a little brother to me. Treat me as your own brother. You can tell me anything you want. But I allow you to cry only for today. I want our old Tae back from tomorrow. Okay??"
I nodded while crying more.
I really don't know why I'm crying like this. I really don't know the impact Jungkook made on me. Why I have to suffer like this?
Yes, I had crush on Jungkook for a long time now. But I never confess to him. Even I couldn't realize my own feelings. Still I can't realize. I can't accept myself.
In other hand, Jungkook never treated me weirdly. Of course, we were so close all along. He stayed very close to me than others. But he also loves for his other hyungs. He cares about the others as he cares about me.
As I thought back now, he didn't treat me special than others. He gave same affection to me as he gave to others. I just fell for him. I just fell for the younger. That's it.
That's all my fault. He didn't do anything wrong. I have no right to get mad at him. I'm fighting with my own feelings by myself. I sighed.
"It's okay Tae"
yoongi hyung patted on me.
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Smile Again 🪄 Taekook ff (Taekook / Vkook)
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