-jisungxminho
tw // mention of sh
Jisung eyes prick with tears when he cuts his right tight as the blood squirt out, sobbing quietly the boy cut his wrist for the 3rd times today
Feeling the blood running to his milky skin he look at the mirror hating his existence
Oh he wish that Seungmin didn't come and save him from the accident, he wish all this pain will be gone, how he wish that he was never born.
After staring for an minutes Jisung started to clean up his body and hide the blade he used, putting his hoodie back the latter heard a faint knock to the door
"Jisung are you done already?" Felix ask
"Ah yeah just a minute" He replied
Jisung look at the bathroom checking if its clean and no trace of blood
He open the door and saw Felix with Minho
"Did you cry?" Mingo ask stepping forward to the younger
Minho sigh "did you cut your self again?" Jisung stayed silent knowing he can't lied to the older
He nod shyly biting his bottom lip a little bit hard looking at the floor
"Lix go down tell the others to eat we will come later okay?" Minho said as Felix looking at Jisung with teary eyes
He hated the fact that Jisung hurt his self again
"Okay then I'll save some foods for you two" He said and walk away locking the door
Minho look at Jisung
"Baby... Why did you do that again? didn't I said that you can come to me or the others when you have problem" Minho said carressing the younger cheeks
"I-im s-sorry I-" Jisung said cutting himself before continuing "I don't want to disturb you, I know you also have your own problem" He said more like mumble
"My love look at me" That was he did looking straight to Minho's dark brown eyes
"You can tell me everything you want baby"
"And you're not disturbing me, you can always come to my bed or call me if you want to talk or cuddle m'kay?"
"O-okay, i-im sorry again"
"Its okay baby but don't do it again" Minho said pulling the boy into his arms "do you still have the blade?" he ask
Jisung nod tighten the hug "can I have it?" the younger nod again pulling out through the hug and grab the blade where ever he hides it
"I'll throw this away and don't ever think of buying new one" Minho said in soft tone as he place it on the trash
"Come here" He widely open his arms to Jisung
The younger litellary dive to his arms "do you want to cuddle or eat?"
"Cuddle then eat later" Jisung mumble to Minho's chest
"Okay the cuddle it is"
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