"are you serious ?"
"Joon i- , you know that we're not -- we can't " he looked down
"So are you throwing out the years we have then ? " He asked
"YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THIS NAMJOON ! " He slammed the papers on the desk
"Then why the hell did you even made me love you in the first place ?" He asked him
The man combed through his hair closing his eyes and sighing deeply .
"I- I can't go against mom , namjoon . She's sick and this . This is the only thing i can do for her for once . You know how many disappointments i have brought to her " he sat infront of his desk
"How about the group? Are you leaving? " Namjoon asked
"No . I will never leave our group joon . "
"Then how about me ? Us ?" He hurtfully asked . Pain evident in his eyes
"Im sorry . " He sighed
"Fine . Do what you want . I don't care anymore . I wouldn't care anymore . So dont even try to meddle with my business . Not even an opinion would be welcomed . Hyung ." He said giving emphasis in every word before walking pass him .
When he opened the door he saw the five other members in the living room worriedly waiting for them to stop fighting.
"Hyung " taehyung tried talking with him.
"Not now taehyung . Go to him , i'll be out for a while " namjoon said as he pat the younger one's shoulder then proceeded on going outside .
When he's about to open his car he heard his name
"Namjoon "
He stopped at reaching the door of his car . He looked back
"Yes ?"
"I-im sorry . "
"Forgiven . Now do what you want . Jin hyung " he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes
He grabbed the car's handle and went inside before reversing and going out of the garage
As he drive with a blank mind , his years fell down .
Without even knowing he's already crying .
"Fuck " he cursed under his breath .
"Eight fucking years and im tossed like this ? Huh" he scoffed
"Gurae . Im a man he's a man . So he wants to be free." He scoffed again
His knuckles turning white because of his strong grip on the steering wheel
" You always knew that you would never be together forever namjoon dont be an idiot . You started this with him because you want something to play with. Then why are you like this then ?" He asked himself , as he stopped his car on the side of a highway .
Wiping his tears .
"If only you didn't made me like you . Then i wouldn't be like this . " He messed with his hair .
He stayed like that for a while but he's interrupted with his phone .
Its ringing , he looked at it and saw that it's a call from their manager .
"Yes hyung? "He tried to sound normal
" Where are you??"
"Im driving. My mom sends me in an errand for a while . Why?" He lied
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하늘
Fanfiction하늘(haneul) means sky . sky , a place where there's no definite ending . where all we can think about is freedom P.S NONE OF THE SAID/USED CHARACTERS ARE INVOLVED TO ANY OF THE SCENES IN THIS STORY IN REAL LIFE. (TO EDIT)
