I wish this was forever (Chuuya x Dazai)

Why does it hurt with you not here

(Hope you in joy. Also there may be sensitive topics I do not know yet though. We will see.)

~Chuuya POV~

It has been 2 weeks and that idiot has not come to school. I walked in hoping to see him, but no. I saw Odasaku and his friend Ango. I have talked to them a few times. To be honest they seem nice maybe one day we will be friends.

I walked over to my seat in the class. It was not long until  I stop paying attention. I looked out the window, worries about that bandaged freak rushed to my head.

Why do I even care if he is out?Also why does it hurt so much when he is not here?

Today felt like forever. It was only lunch time. Everyone was talking about why Dazai has not been showing up for weeks. Then I realized Odasaku is his friend maybe he knows.

I got and walked over to Odasaku. He looked at me confused but did not say anything. Ango was next to him because they usually eat lunch together. "So umm Odasaku do you know why the idiot I- I mean Dazai is out?" I said trying to act  like I did not care but deep I mean deep down I knew I did.

"Yea umm about that he ummm." He said looking at me. "It is fine if you can not tell me it not like I care." I said then my thoughts took over if I did not care that Odasaku could not tell me why does it hurt.

The school day ended. I walked home wishing I knew if dazai was okay. "Chuuya welcome home- what are you ok. You do not look so good." I looked up to see a worried Ane~san. "I am fine." I said but to be honest I think I worried so much I gave myself a fever.

I started to feel super dizzy and my vision was getting weird. My head was pounding. Thats when I start to fall. Ane~san came running over and that in when it went all black.

~Kouyou POV~
It's been 1 hour and he has not woken up. I looked over when I heard him mumble in is sleep. "Dazai are you ok? You should come back to me." I Looked down sad be then realizes what he said. "I guess Dazai has not been in school, maybe I can go to the base and find him? Maybe that will help Chuuya."

I got up and called my girlfriend Yosano. "What's up Kouyou sweetheart? Did you forget your homework again because I can walk back to the collage to get it." She said. "No, I need you  to came to my house and watch my brother, he's sick and I do not want to leave him alone and I know you are going to school to try to be a doctor." I said trying not to cry because Chuuya is a sickly kid and was in a lab a lot before our parents died. "I can come over now." With that the phone call ended.

My thoughts took over. He will be okay he has to be I can't have him spend more time in that lab and when he gets sick he barely sleeps eats , or drinks. So I do not know what to do if he's not. Little did Ane~san know that some of the not sleeping was because of the nightmares from there parents.

I walked to the port mafia headquarters. I walked in looking of Mori or Odasaku because one of them will know where Dazai is. Lucky for me someone walked in to me.

"Sorry Kouyou I should have been watching where I was going."  The boy said. I looked down to see Odasaku. "Umm it's fine I was actually looking of you. Do you know where Dazai is?" He looked super surprise that I was looking of Dazai. I guess he knows I do not like him that much.

"H-Hes is in his shipping crate. I'll take you."  With that he took my hand and lead me there.

It was horrifying. I felt sick. Dazai looked like he has seen better days. I looked and saw he was putting his bandages on and that he looked like he got a lot of new wounds.