𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐭 𝐉𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐈𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 [ 𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙛𝙛 ]

A/n: The contents were getting this week 😩✊🏻 Anw, happy reading!

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All Right's Reserved! This Is My Own Story.
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The sun has already set and I'm walking down the street. I always walk whenever I'm finished work, it calms me.

Busy streets, cars passing by, voices from different conversations were all muffled by my headphones. I always imagine myself doing my music video whenever I do this.

I went to the park and watch all the kids with their nannies or mothers going home. I sat on an empty bench, open my sketchpad get my pencil and try to sketch the scenery in front of me. I am not good at it but no one's going to see it anyways plus I'm still learning.

As I was finishing my sketch I caught a glimpse of a redhead on my peripheral vision. I turn my head and look at the seat far from me -but still clear for me to see. There she is, with her red hair radiant as ever, majestic emerald eyes, the angelic smile that adorned her face. I miss her.

She looks up and widens her smile.

God how I miss how that smile was meant for me. It's been years since we broke up but I am still in love with her and to be honest, I don't think I will stop loving her. Nothing just compares to her.

The woman she was with sat beside her and hand her churros receiving a kiss from Nat. They were so perfect with each other. I know that someday she'll be with someone who deserves her, not some normal boring girl like me, and now she did.

I can't help but compare how their smile was twice as wide as ours, she looks happier.

I gather all my things and stand up to continue my stroll. As I walk to familiar streets, everything reminds me of her. I entered our favourite diner and can't help to remember the times we spent there.

"The usual?" the waiter asks us,
"Yes please, oh and can we have a slice of chocolate mousse please," I replied
"Okay, I'll be right back with your order."

"So watcha doin this weekend?" I ask Tasha,
"Nothing much, there's no mission so I'll probably train," she answered.
"What nooo! Come sleepover on my apartment?" I suggested,
"Hmm you're planning something," she accused as she squints her eyes.
"What makes you say that?" I ask trying to keep a straight face,
"I am spy," she stated wearing that famous smirk she has,
"Fiinnee, I want to watch movies and cuddle with you," I huff

A smile flashes on my face as I remember that memory. We did not watch a movie at all and it was more than a cuddle.

I seat on our spot on the back. I remove my headphones as Adelaine approaches me and said,
"(Y/n)! It's great to see you here. The usual?"
"Uhm no, not today," I replied
"Okay, then what's on your mind,"
"Can I have fries and hash browns with (f/f) milkshake,"
"Yep would that be all?" Adelaine asks which to I replied,
"Uhm yeah can you add one raspberry ice cream please, thank you," remembering Nat's favourite ice cream and with that she went off.

I watch people interact with each other, some were with friends, family, or with their other halves. Sighing, I know I shouldn't be here since I'm technically hurting myself but I can't help to reminisce and relive all the memories we have here.

My order came and I ate it silently. Once I'm done I paid for it then continue my walk. It was already dark but this is what I love. The city lights grace the buildings and streets.

I walk to the Time Square and you can recognize tourists taking pictures or getting lost. I walk past through the crowded streets continuing my way to my spot.

Climbing the hundreds of stairs, I finally reach the top of the building. I sat on a platform near the edge and look through the city.

It's beautiful but this city breaks my heart. I have spent most of my life here but it has been so long since I felt at home since the last time I felt that was before breaking up with her.

I let another sigh pass through my mouth and stare at the sky. The stars calm me, makes me feel I'm not alone. When I was a kid I always wanted to be a star because they look so free, so calm, so peaceful.

Checking the time I didn't notice it was already past 7 so I stand up and left the building. As I was walking to my next destination I bump into someone. In a normal situation, I'll just look back and say sorry but I was paralyzed when I was met with those green orbs.

"(Y/n)?" God how I miss her voice,
"Natasha," I smiled half-fake half-real,
"How are you?" she asks,
"I'm doing great, how about you?"
"Good, yeah, good," she answered sheepishly,
"Hey Tasha," our conversation was interrupted by a voice,
"Oh hey. Uh, Wanda meet (Y/n), (y/n) meet Wanda," Nat introduced. She's the same girl she was with at the park and my heart clenches seeing them together.
"Hi nice to meet you," Wanda greeted extending her hand which I accept and shake.
"Well it was meeting you and bumping into you but I need to go," I said trying to get out of this awkward situation,
"Oh okay, I hope to see you again soon," Nat said,
"Nice meeting you," Wanda said.
With that, I bid them goodbye and resume my stroll.

So much happened this day and all I need is to get to my angel now. Ringing the doorbell twice, my best friend opened the door and was met in a bone-crushing hug.

"Mommy I missed you!" a little voice exclaimed causing me to let out a hearty laugh.
"I miss you too my little cherry," I said as I peppered kisses all over my daughter's face.

When I was done I carried her as she leans her head on my neck. Looking back at my best friend I give her a cheek kiss and said,
"Thank you again for taking care of her,"
"Eh, no worries. It's good to have that bundle of joy in here filling the quiet place once in a while," she replied whilst rubbing my daughter's back.
"Well I need to get going," I said as I grab Ali's bag and went home.

Aliza fell asleep as I felt her steady breaths fan my neck. I named her with Natasha's middle name Alianovna, I took the Ali on it then search names close to it. Aliza means 'joyful' & 'happiness' and that's what she is to me, my happiness, my joy.

She look's exactly like Natasha, the only thing she got from me is my character I think.

When Nat and I broke up I didn't know I was carrying her. After knowing I was pregnant I did double-take if I should tell Nat or not and in the end, I didn't.

My mind tells me to not tell her. She doesn't want a kid and she mentioned that a lot of times because it's dangerous with her line of work and we're both busy often not home. Though my heart tells me to come back to her to tell her about Aliza and become a happy family.

I think all things work out though, I got successful in my work even though I have Aliza while on the other hand, she has a happy relationship with Wanda.

I opened our apartment door and lay Ali on the bed. I change her into more comfortable clothes then doing the same thing to me and slip on the covers with Ali. After a few minutes, I fell asleep, Natasha on my mind.

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