When I say my last goodbye

Chapter 5

The night

Meira pov
"Wow...what a tiring first day..."
As I close the door and lay on my bed for a while.

"This place smells good though...HAHA"
My smile fade away cause of my tiredness.
I take my new diary and start to write on the very first page as my new chapter has began.

The first sentence that I wrote is
"I don't know but I will"

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13th April

Dear diary,

Today is the day when my new chapter has began.It was fun to meet new people and other topper especially William as we haven't seen each other for 2 years.
He's getting better and I'm surprised with that.
He's more disciplined and full with manner.
He's also have been quieter than before.

I don't know why but everytime he talk or even just called my name...I feel relieved from everything.

I applied to this school because my second parents force me to.
They also pressure me a lot to get good grades.
Wait,not good grades...it's PERFECT grades.

Sometimes,I don't even know what is the meaning of home anymore.
So that's why I choose to stay in a dorm rather than went home.
It's like running away from them without them knowing.

So,That's it for today...let see if I survive again tomorrow.
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I close my diary and keep it in my bag.
I always carry it everywhere I go.

"Okay...better get ready for sleep.."
I tie up my hair and take my towel going to the bathroom to take a shower.

William pov
Why my head feel so heavy today...
It seems like I think a lot....
Fine then...let me use this method

I walk to my bag and find a paper with a pen.
Meira taught this method to me
"Put everything that you think on a paper" method

I click my pen and start to write

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Today I met again with Meira,the last dream that I want to accomplish.
I'm happy that I got to see her and step my foot at Harvard.

The school is huge and amazing.
The students here are awesome.
The teachers here are professionals.(or maybe we called it professors)

Today was a wonderful day.
But I'm worried about telling it at Meira because she might not accept me if she knows the truth about her biological parents death.

But I don't have enough time...
I can't waste the opportunity like before..

I'll try again tomorrow.

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I stop writing and fold the paper into an envelope and write the number 13 on it.
I put it in my file and close the file.

I bring my back near my bookshelf and start to rearrange the books according to tomorrow subject.
Then,I lay on my bed and turn the lights off.
And I remember Meira voicemail with her giggles in it last year in my head before I fell in a deep sleep...

'Sweet Dreams...."