Fear

Chapter 1.

Finally my career isn't all about hate. People actually enjoy my music. It used to be name calling for no reason. I was feeling... Suicidal at that time. But, now people like me.

I stopped hanging out with "the magcon boys." I sometimes message Jack G. I stopped hanging out with them because the hate I was getting was getting to serious. People were threating to locate my IP address just so they can scalp me. Fan girls are not to be messed with.

"Madison, honey... Wake up. We've got to head to the airport." My mother, Tracie said softly white rubbing my head. This was the biggest flight of my life. I was going to my first ever VidCon, and not as a fan. I was going there as an entertainer. A lot of people donated for me so I can go there. Now that I have a fair amount of fans, I was able to amazing things like this.

"Five more minutes." I said slowly. Yet, I wanted to jump out of bed and get ready, but I was too tired. I stayed up all night talking to Jack. I did this every night. He was my everything but since fan girls get jealous I can't have him. I loved him so much, and honestly I still do.

"No Madison now. You have around 30 minutes to get ready." She said leaving the bedroom. I laid on the bed and thought for a moment. Wait. 30 minutes?

I got up quickly and looked in to my body mirror. I had makeup smudged all over my face from last night. I forgot to take it off. I must have forgot to take it off when I was talking to Jack. Getting ready for me is at least a full hour.

I sighed and whipped the makeup. I was tired but I knew I had to get ready.

*airport*

I picked up my pink suitcase and sighed. I seen a girl and boy hug. So passionately. I just wish I had a relationship were I could really express my feelings.