Sᴏʀᴀxx Oɴᴇ-Sʜᴏᴛs

Mɪʟʟɪᴏɴ Wᴏʀᴅs - Pᴛ. 1

A/N: Hello hello! Second one-shot, yay! This one is actually based off a song by The Vamps, it's really good! So go listen to it if you're wondering about the baseline of the plot in this story, it's a great song!

Jaxx:

I was angry. I was honestly so mad that I felt like crying out from frustration. But I knew what I needed to do. I needed to get away from everything, and I knew just the place to do that. The farm.

When I announced this to The Squad, Sora started to cry. "Fine, go," he sniffled. "It's better this way."

We'd been fighting for months. When we'd started dating about four months prior to this, everything went well. At least for the first one and a half months of it. After that, we started fighting and arguing constantly. I was starting to get so overwhelmed, and when you and the love of your life fall out, but you still love them more than anything, you want to see them be happier. And that means you have to leave sometimes. So I packed my stuff up.

Walking out to the Uber I called to drive me to the airport, I looked back. The whole squad was giving Sora a large hug, and Alex looked at me. When our eyes met, it kind of said, "We know that you have to go, we're not mad."

I felt hesitant to leave, knowing that, though they weren't mad at me, they certainly weren't happy with me. But I had to leave. Sora would be happier when I was gone, and he was all I cared about. So I got in the Uber and they drove me away, and I didn't look back again, tears stinging my eyes.

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Sora:

It was all my fault. I made him so mad after our last fight that he just left, and all I did after the car drove away was run out of everyone's arms and up to my room, slamming the door as I fell to my knees and cried. He left because of me. The person I loved the most, yet couldn't be nice to. Jaxx left because of me.

He didn't text, he didn't call. I didn't either; I couldn't even try. For weeks I was a blank slate. I stayed in my room and didn't film. I barely ate, and I didn't get out of my bed except to go to the bathroom occasionally. The Squad members brought me food and water, much of it I didn't even end up touching. I felt like all my emotions had jumped in the car and left with Jaxx.

"Jaxx, please come back," I would frequently think. "I'll be better. I promise that I'll be better. I love you."

Much of the time was passed by sleeping, the rest mindlessly watching TV or scrolling through social media and YouTube comments. Many of them were, "Where's Sora?" or, "Why'd Jaxx leave so suddenly?"

After reading all of those, I placed my phone on my nightstand and tried to sleep, feeling done with everything. I felt like crying, but tears weren't shed. All of them were gone.

One day, about three weeks after Jaxx left, Alex came into my room. "Sora, please come eat. Dinner's ready," she told me.

I pressed my face into the pillow, saying in a muffled voice, "Maybe tomorrow."

"You've been saying that for weeks! Please Sora, this is extremely unhealthy. You're gonna get sick!" she exclaimed.

I groaned, "Please leave."

She gave a sad sigh. "We're all worried about you. We miss the old you, Sora," she said, to which I finally looked up at her.

"He left when Jaxx drove away."

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Jaxx:

My phone started ringing, echoing across the fields I was working in. I rushed towards it, hoping it was Sora. I wanted him to call so that I could tell him everything I'd been feeling, that I was so sorry, but I was too scared to call first. What if he'd gotten over me? What if he'd found someone new? He wasn't in their videos anymore, so maybe he was off with another guy?