Pretty diamonds

12

Girl, I'm not tryna kiss and run, I shoot it off like a gun Bang, bang, I would kill for you, I live for the thrill of you, mmm

 And I'm not tryna do you wrong

━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━

|Ariana|💕

8th June 2021

I couldn't believe I blurted that out, I mean, yes I was gonna keep this a secret from Chris and sort it out on my own but this was too much even for me, I wasn't even moving around the house

I wiped my tears and just looked at Chris who looked like he was ready to kill someone and that someone was Trey...

"Chris baby" I whispered...

"why didn't you tell me?" he said walking up to me, "why Ari?"

the tears, the fucking tears, were starting up... I hate how this shit has happened...

"I wanted to deal with it on my own and I wanted to do it by myself" I said wiping my tears, "I didn't want to get you involved"

I didn't want him to get involved, Chris is a such sweetheart but fact that he has a short temper which he has no control over, was what I was afraid if I had told him about this situation...

Chris might kill a person, which in fact scares me..

"ARI, YOU CANNOT TELL ME THAT I SHOULDN'T GET INVOLVED" Chris exclaimed, "YOU THINK THIS SHIT IS A GAME, YOU GOT HURT"

I just looked down and started playing with my finger.. seeing him angry just made the feeling worse and I don't blame him...

"Chris, can I butt in" Jayda said, "I think just seeing my friend getting hurt is already fucked up and I think she didn't want you to take matters into your own hand" 

Chris just looked at her, he did this look where it said, "you better say something right"

"what I'm trying to say is" Jayda said, "I just think you and Ari should talk, I'm gonna go downstairs to get her snacks" 

and with that Jayda got off the bed and left the room and it was just me and Christopher.. oh great

"Chris baby" I whispered

"I don't want to fight with you Ari, I really don't, but this shit is eating me inside, I hate that you got hurt and I wasn't there, I could've prevented all of this" Chris said sitting next to me..

I hate how keeping this under wraps made this situation even worse... why me?

"I'm so sorry" I said with tears, "I don't want you to get into trouble, I don't want you to go to jail or anything, I love you so much" 

Chris pulled me in for a warm embrace, i felt safe, I've never felt this way about someone and it's just something about this that made the feeling right... I never thought that I would deserve a person like him...

"I love you too Ariana" Chris said, "but we are a team, whatever you going through, I want to be there to help you, please let me be there for you at least"

I wiped my tears, i know Chris wants to be there for me and I appreciate him for that which I love him for..

"I want you to be there for me too" I said, "but please promise me this, you won't go and fuck up tremaine"

Chris just looked at me as if I was crazy...

"you funny" Chris said laughing

"please Chris, I don't want you to get into trouble" I said, "You've gotten in enough trouble with the law as it is"

I mean it is true, have y'all seen his mugshot and don't get me started with how many times he's been to court...

let's just say a lot, y'all are probably wondering how I know this, well he told me and I don't want him to go through another repeat where has to go to court because he nearly killed a person, we don't want that now do we?

"fuck that, I would go to jail for you, you know that" Chris said, "I don't like how you telling me that I shouldn't go fuck up Trey"

"yeah but Chris.." I said but, he cut me off once again...

"But nothing Ariana, I'm still going to fuck him up when I see him" Chris said, "and you ain't stopping me either"

I mean at least I tried, you could say that I really did try to stop but I can't cause Christopher Maurice brown gon do what he gon do, I think that's what I love about..

him

he tilted my head for me to look at him..

"I love you Ariana, you know that" he said to me..

I nodded

he gave me a kiss on the forehead, then gave me a kiss on the lips...

"I need you to know that every time I say it, you hear me baby" Chris said to me, "you hear me"

"I hear you" I said, "I love you too"

he kissed me on the lips again, why is this man even treating me right? is that weird? is that weird that I even asked that question... maybe because I've been treated like shit in the past, like I'm so use to being treated like shit but with him it's different..

"I'm gon check on Jayda and what the hell she's doing?" he said, "I'll bring you, some of your favourite snacks okay"

he got off the bed and left the room, while I laid back down on the bed...

now that we got that sorted out, I know one thing for sure, two things for certain, that nigga is going to jail... I ain't playing...