Publicity

7

Harry

Evelyn and I have been having the time of our life's. And it's only been 20 minutes of us Being alone together. I decided that we should have a little road trip to a nice place I often go to when I want to be alone.

I'm going to be honest, I never thought hanging out with a six year old would be this fun. We continue driving, Evelyn sitting in the passenger seat. Her little legs swinging to the music.

"Aunt Luna said that when I'm big she's going to get me one of those old cars she has" Evelyn tells me and I nod.

"You like her cars?" I ask the six year old. She nods her head quickly to my question. Her head turns to the window by her side, trying to peak out but failing due to her shortness.

"Do you have any old cars Harry?" She asks me.

"Yes I have a good amount myself " I answer her question which makes her look back at me. Her big brown eyes with king lashes.

"Can you show me them one day?" Evelyn asks shyly which makes me smile at how adorable she is. "Of course" I simply answer.

"Do you like old cars? Is that something you're interested in?" I ask her. I've notice luna's vintage car's. It somewhat doesn't surprise me that she is too considering the fact that Luna has mentioned that she takes care of her a lot.

Not to mention the argument I heard her have with Monica. I do feel bad for Luna and her situation with Monica but my sympathy goes to Evelyn of course, no one deserves to go through having lack of attention from their parents. Specially at such a young again.

"Yah, my papa  is really interested in cars and so is Luna. I helped her pick the car you know?" She tells me, her mood growing excited when she mentions helping Luna.

"You did?!" I ask her in those fake excited tones people use with children.

"Yeah! I helped her pick between two cars! And I helped her pick the color when she was going to recolor it!" She smiles as she talks. I nod and smile at her.

I look at the back seat to see pho laid up on the seats. She's so big she takes all the space up. I've thought about getting a dog for myself but I just know I wouldn't be able to actually spending good amount of time and help it's basic needs. Specially with the busy ass schedule I've been put on. I barley have time for myself how can I take care of a dog?

I have only been able to do anything so far is because I have to spend time with Luna, but even that is work.

Everything I do Is work. I work more than an average person should. If I'm not in the studio, I'm at a writing session, if I'm not at a writing session I'm at one of those stupid interviews that ask me how many woman I'be fucked without actually asking.

I'm tired!

I'm a slave who's getting shit ton of money

I keep telling myself 'just wait! Just wait! We're so close' but god it feels so far.

But that's enough of me being over worked to the core.

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The grass is green and the tree leaves are surprisingly still on the tree and not lost on the ground. The flowers are slowly starting to dying out.