later that night i facetimed rico . i asked him how it went . he said fine , in a sorta sad voice . i asked him whats wrong . he said one of his friends had been really weird when hanging out with them . oh i said . later i fell asleep on call with him . i woke up to his snoring . i took screenshots but after he woke up . i hung up and got dressed . I skated to Pete's and got a coffee for me and Rico . I went onto Bart and went to another skate park . When I got there rico was already there but he was with his friends . So I sat down on a bench watching other people skate meanwhile I wait . As I was drinking my coffee I realized Rico's coffee was getting cold . Just a little . But I continued to wait for him . I got tired of waiting and sitting on my ass so , I went looking for him . When I was looking for him I realized he had fucking left . So I was sitting on my ass for an 1 hour . I threw is coffee away and skated back to Bart . He called and texted me but I just ignored it cause I was mad at him for making me sit on my ass for an whole ass hour . Once I got home in sf I got to my house and slammed the door behind me . My parents weren't home so could do anything . There was a knock at my door so I went and opened it . It was rico . We said hey and then he said "so uhhh I don't really know how to say this but uhm I cheated on yo-" when I heard to word cheated I started crying I cut him off and said are you serious. He said "well yea" I said fuck you fuck off I hate you sm I also told him to get the fuck out of here . He got out of my house . As soon as he got out I started breaking out in tears . I ran up to my room and ripped it apart . I sent him a text message saying "I loved you so much so fuckin much . So much . And for what just for you to break my heart lol . Fuck you . I did everything for you I went everywhere were you wanted to go tried news things just for you . Just for you to this man fuck you ive never hated someone until you . You broke me heart and for what ? I was nice to you . The facetimes we fell always on the movies we watched together in your bed the sunrises we watched together the times we played with my cat together. Man I've never been so sad . You told me you loved me ? And that you'd love me to the end ? What happened to all that ?" After I sent that to him he said "sorry" seriously 😐 I went to bed after that .
