You all rush into the room but you are stopped Doctor: sorry we can't have any people in the room apart from the doctors Kim: but- You: let's look through the window You look and you see them performing CPR on her They give her all these different type of injections but nothing brings her back to life The doctors stop after 10 minutes and they come out Doctor: we did all that we could we are very sorry for your loss You look at her and they put a sheet over her You leave the hospital and walk home You end up having a breakdown in your room You cry a lot until your parents come back Everyone goes into their room and you look at the pictures of you two in your wall and your mirror No one comes out of their room al knight as you eat some takis You see her favorite book in your desk You flip to where she was and see her writing in tiny
I'm done with my life
You realize that maybe it wasn't an accident You knock on your parents door Kim: come in You go in and see them crying You:'hey um I don't know how to say this but I don't think that the accident was an accident she wrote in this book
You show them and they cry even more Kim: I don't know at this point sweetie just go to your room and we will see You go back to your room but you can't sleep You toss and turn and at one point you could hear Sabs voice You end up falling asleep at 4 am but you still wake up during that time
You wake up at 1 pm and remember about Sab Suddenly tears start rolling down your face You go into shower but it takes you half an hour because you keep crying
You text Bryce
Hey can we meet and talk
I think it's suitable that we don't have anything to do with each other especially after what yesterday in the hospital
I need to talk please I have a lot on my mind right now and I need you
You call him and after a couple of tries he answers
Bryce: LISTEN YN IM ONLY GOING TO TELL YOU THIS ONCE I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU NOT NOW NOT ANY TIME LEAVE ME ALONE I HOPE SAB GETS WELL AND EVERYTHING BUT WE CANT TALK ANYMORE- YOU: That's what I wanted to talk to you about Sab passed away yesterday and I wanted comfort but it's fine Bryce: shit I'm sorry- You end the call and cry some more Bryce tries to text you
I'm so sorry I was so inconsiderate about what happened to you please reply to me
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You go downstairs still in your pjs You get some fruit
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You go upstairs and start to eat but you've can't eat all of it You put it to one side when there's a knock on the door They enter and you see Tayler You: what's up Tayler: mom and dad said to go downstairs we are going to start planning the funeral You: ok I'll be down You go down and see them picking out the flowers You: her favorite flowers were daisies Kim: thanks baby You smile and sit on the floor next to josh Josh is texting Nessa and he gets a call He excuses himself and comes back after 10 minutes You carry on planning until 7 pm nand you've organized the whole funeral just a few bits and bobs left You go up to your room when there's yet again another knock on your door You: come in the Nokia You see josh You: what? Josh: you have a visitor but you might not like who it is He moves out the way and you see Bryce You: leave now Bryce: hey I just wanted to apologize You: for what? Bryce: just everything You: funny you say that yet you continually hurt me Bryce: I never said that when your family or even your brothers started shouting at me did i? You: that was different my sister has passed away I'm sorry for being so caught up in my own life so fucking badly I'm sorry for not taking your feeling into account when you didn't take my feelings into account when you developed a fake relationship with me I'm sorry for not caring about you I'm sorry that you had to flirt with Addison because you weren't happy in our relationship I'm sorry for every knowing you and loving you so I won't ask you again LEAVE now Tayler and josh are both standing there You: *crying and whispering* please just leave Bryce if you ever loved me please leave Bryce: I've always loved you you just couldn't see it He leaves and you look at the boys You: can y'all go into your rooms please They obey and you cry even harder You finish your fruit and fall asleep at 10 pm
