RaghVi- Unable to express feelings

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Hey guys this is the second part...
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So, when Vijay asked pallavi for help Raghav didn't liked that because when she was dying to  live with her family he didn't accept her and didn't forgive but know when he had some problem suddenly he call them as their family and came to her for help.

Pallavi was happy that her baba has forgiven her but also worried about his problem so she kept asking and he said," Mandaar.....Mandaar zinda hai ."
This news is like a havoc for both of them. Pallavi didn't know how to react and on the other side Raghav feels like earth is slipping and he is unable to stand ..then he came to his senses and looked at pallavi who was also hell shocked.

Pallavi:- baba kya ....kya keh rahe hai?? She stammer

Vijay:- Haa pallavi. Jab uska accident hua tha toh usko kisine hospital admit kara diya. Hum sabko laga woh mar gaya hai par woh zinda tha.

Raghav felt insecure, actually he didn't want to listen that pallavi's ex-husband is alive because he just has started to falling for her.

Raghav:- Par agar woh zinda tha toh usne tumko contact kyu nhi kiya itna saal se??
Raghav asked with anger

Vijay:- kyunki woh coma mein tha.

Pallavi:- Baba janti hu ki aap bahut khus honge, sach kahu toh main bhi khush hu ki Mandaar wapas aa gye...par ..main nahi samjhi ki aapko meri kya help chahiye??

Vijay:- Pallavi usko uss accident ke baad se kuch yaad nhi hai aur doctor ne kaha hai ki usko koi stress na ho.

Raghav said," main khus hai ki tumhara beta wapas aa gaya and Don't worry pallavi jab uss ghar mein nhi hai toh uski wajah se usko koi stress nhi hoga."

Vijay:- main yahan tumse baat nhi kar raha hu. Angrily said.

Raghav crushed his fist with anger and when pallavi saw it she hold his hand and looked at him..he just cooled down by her touch.

Vijay:- pallavi, Mandaar ko ab bhi lagta hai ki tum uski patni ho..toh..

Before he could finish Raghav yelled at him and sai," aye sanki Buddha pura pagal hai kya tum. Pallavi ab mera patni hai. Jaa kar bol de apne bete ko pallavi ka shaadi ho chuka hai."

Pallavi looked at Raghav and she is able to see pain and anger both in his eyes. She said,
"Baba aap toh jaante hai meri shadi ho chuki hai aur ab main Mandaar ki patni nhi hu..
Before she could complete Vijay interrupted and said," jaanta hu teri shaadi ho gayi hai par mere bete ka kya, doctor ne kaha hai ki usko agar koi Sadma laga toh woh kahin phir se coma mein na chala jaye...
Vijay with pleading eyes :- pallavi agar tune kabhi bhi hume apna parivaar maana hai toh chal mere saath, main tere aage haath jodta hu please !! mere bete ki zindagi ka sawal hai..

She can't stop her tears by seeing her baba like this so she said,". Baba please aap roiye mat"

Raghav was just looking at her. He couldn't see her like that..he knew that she can do anything for her family .but this condition to get her family back is so terrible. He didn't want to let her go there.
Pallavi also don't want to go.

Vijay:- Dekh pallavi main jaanta hu ki maine tere saath bahut galat kiya hai...par mere liye na sahi toh apni aai ke liye ek baar iss baare mein sochna zaroor..hum kal Mandaar ko hospital se discharge kara kar ghar layenge... After saying all this he left from there.
Raghav didn't know how to react so he just went to his room. Pallavi senses that he is upset so she followed him .
Raghav was standing at the window and Pallavi arrived and said," RAGHAV...woh.."
Before she could say anything he said,

" Tum usko mana kyu nhi kiya pallavi, kya tum wahan jaana chahta hai, kya tum bhool gaya kaise woh sanki Buddha tumko apne ghar se nikal diya tha,"

Pallavi was listening to him and feeling his restlessness. She went near him and held his hand, make him look towards her and said,
" Raghav idhar dekho"

But he didn't want to look into her eyes because he knew that if he looks then he'll became weak which he didn't want to.

Pallavi:- Raghav!! Main kuch nhi bhooli hu. Sab yaad hai mujhe. Par ....par jab Mandaar ke accident ki khabar aayi thi tab uss family ne mujhe kosha nhi balki mera saath diya tha. Ek anaath thi main, unhone mujhe apni beti ki tarah rakha tha..haa manti hu baba gussa the...par aai unhone toh humesha mera saath diya hai..aur ab jab meri wajah se agr unko apni khusiyan wapas mil sakti hai toh kya main mana kar du, tumhi batao Raghav?

Raghav was listening to her. He knew that she also don't want to go, he can feel it but it's her family, and she can do anything for her family.

Raghav didn't say a word and just left from there, this act of him made pallavi restless, she just want to know his point of view.

After sometime Raghav came to her room and said," Pallavi, tum jaa sakta hai wahan, main tumko nhi rokega, main samajh sakta hai ki woh tumhara family hai, " he stammer ..tears rolled off his eyes and to hide his tears he just went from their.

They both crying in their rooms. They both didn't sleep the whole night and tears didn't stop rolling down.

Next morning...

Pallavi was ready to go, she just want some assurance from him. She wants to hear him.

She went to his room, but he was not there, she searched for him and suddenly Raghav came from bathroom.

Pallavi:- Raghav woh main....main woh....

Raghav:- toh tum taiyaar hai jaane ke liye. Kya tumko koi help chahiye. Main driver ko bol dega tumko chhodne ke liye..
He was not making eye contact with her but her eyes were continuously looking at him that how he was trying to hide his feelings.
She suddenly hugs him and started crying.
"Raghav.. please.. I'm sorry.main janti hu tum nhi chahte main wahan jau but main kya karu.."

Tears also rolled down from his eyes but he wiped them and trying to be strong in front of her. He hugs her back and said,

"Hey tum ro kyu raha hai, main jaanta hai tum yeh kyu kar raha hai, bas kuch din ka hi baat hai aur ek baar woh sahi ho jaye phir tumko wahan rehne ka koi zaroorat nhi hai"
"Aur ek baat humesha dhyaan rakhna main humesha tumhare sath hai and. I trust you"

She felt relaxed after listening those words from him but deep down they both are feeling immense pain..
After hearing all of this she hugged her more tightly and she just doesn't want to left him. He was also hugging him and they both got lost in each other.
They came back to senses by a phone call... Raghav attended the call....and said,"I'm coming"
He moved towards her and said," mereko office jaana hai, zaroori kaam hai."
He just ran towards his car because if he again look at her he'll never let her go at any condition. Tears kept rolling down from his eyes and he is wiping them continuosly and said," Main tumko jaate hue nhi dekh sakta pallavi. Agar main aur tumhare paas aaya toh kahin aisa na ho main tumhe jaane hi na du."

She told the driver to start the car and she left the mansion.

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