My Childhood

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My childhood was a
Constant battle against myself
That couldn't win

I was not at peace
With my own complexion
Cause it wasn't perfect.

So I spent my life
In fear of my reflection.
It wasn't easy.

I wore a mask
Painted a smile on my face
Just to hide my pain.

I seeked compliments
To find purpose in my life
And keep going.

I became anything
People wanted me to be
EveA1n th
ough it easy

The strangest thing is
Not much has changed since then
It only got worse💔💔

Broken dreams, shattered heart
Anxiety, depression,
Insecurity,

My silent cries
In the middle of the night
Still ring in my ear

Now the broken dreams
Fade to dust, shattered heart
I bleed in its shards

Anxiety swallows me whole
Depression wears me down
And insecurity slowly slits my throat open.

Help me💀☠️

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 23, 2021 ⏰

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