Afraid ( 1D fanfic )

Afraid

Hi guys ! This fanfic was inspired by many! <3 especially the song " she's not afraid " by 1D :) PG-13 !

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" Ayee girl!"

A boy shouted at me. He removes his Bulls snap back and shakes his dirty blonde hair, then placing the hat back on. I try to look casual as he walks toward me. If I had friends I would hide on the crowd but I don't. It's my first day at Desert mountain High and I've gotten a lot of attention , and not all of it was good. The boy got closer and placed his hand on my hip gripping it a little tight. I hastily shoved his hand off me.

"What the hell is wrong with you people"

I intended to shout but found myself speaking in a regular tone. I moved from a small town in California and boys never acted like this. They were so much more respectful and kind. It was really different here.

"Common babe"

He chucked looking over to his friends. While his head was turned I quickly walked away hugging my binder. I could hear the boys friends laughing at him and yelling " rejection" intending to make fun of him.

As I shuffled away to my photography class I could hear people whispering and staring at me. Boys continued to wink at me and girls giving me nasty stares. I felt so uncomfortable! I hoped girls would come introduce themselves but half of them turned away from me and the other half were to busy making out with boys.

I've always felt like an outsider. Believe it or not some people actually like me. But not for the reasons I want, mostly for my Brest, bum, and face. I always liked being pretty as a little girl but know I feel being pretty makes everyone hate me. I really wanted a friend but every girl felt "intimidated" by me. It makes me feel horrible. People say I'm Lucky to look the way I do. But it haunts me. Why need to be pretty? It's no use if you don't have friends.