Random thoughts.

Letter to Allah

SubhanAllah i came across this beautiful piece, i thought of shairing with you.

A Letter to My Lord
Ya ilahi. Im so weak, my emotions get
the best of me most times. I usually
overthink and get too attached to people
and things. Ya Rabi, why do i forget that
everything that i have is from you and
shall return to YOU?? Ya ilahi whats not
happening to me? Am i losing myself
again? Am i going back through the
same road again.
But Ya Rabi, its okay. Both pain and
happiness are from you and I am okay.
Alhamdulilah ya Rabi.. Everthing
happens for a reason. I may not truly
comprehend why i’ve come across
certain things in my life but Am certain
there is Wisdom behind it. Thank u ya
Rahmaan for the mercy you’ve shown me
in my life. You saved me from making
miserable life choices and guided me to
a beautiful way of life . Islam.
Ya ilahi how can i ever thank you??
You’ve been so patient and loving and
caring towards me when everyone else
even my loved ones didn’t realize i
needed a shoulder. Alhamdulilah, and
come to think of it now Iam glad You
were the one who helped because it has
really connected me to You. And i
know now without a doubt I got You and
You Got me. .
But here is the sad thing, Ya ilahi you’ve
done alot for me (and u still are) but
From my end, I lag behind.. My affairs
get the best of me and i forget all of this
which i’ve just mentioned above,
SubhanaAllah. Sad right?? Imagine
someone helps you when u are your
lowest and also at your Good moments
and yah u are really “grateful” for that
and say a month later, you move on and
forget all that now u are at a better
place. Sad right? But here is the thing,
that “person” probably helped you
because he expected something of
benefit from u at the end? Or maybe if
he saw u “being ungrateful” he would
remind you of the favours he did for you
just so you feel guilty and feel “grateful”
to him again. (we humans, we do this
though its wrongs to remind others of
the favours you’ve done for them be it
small or big)
But Here is the thing, we are taking
about The Lord of the heavens and the
Earth here !! You do all this?? And yet
He still calls upon us on the Last third of
the night and says “Who amongst my
slaves seeks of something that i may
give? Who amongst u seeks forgiveness i
may give ? Ya illahi, how can we
afford not to be dutiful and loving to our
Rab. He gives despite the fact Him
knowing we shall forget and he offers
forgiveness and mercy to us for He
knows we might slip and transgress
against ourselves. He even calls for us
not to give up on His Mercy no matter
how “bad” we think our sin is .
Ya ilahi, i can go on all day writing
about You and the nemah you have
bestowed upon us muslimeen, but i’ll
summaries all this into one sentence.
Ya ilahi THANK YOU for yesterday, for
today and for the rest of my life.
your sincerely.
Sinner.