lmao you're probably like "why the FUCK are you making a whole book just to say bye???:2&;$ just make an announcement and go." yeah but where's the fun in that brotha
this is gonna be lowkey long n i know y'all don't want to deal with my bullshit so i'm gonna label each section and you can choose what topics you want to read about my departure from wattpad🧍♀️
REASONS
this is gonna contradict everything i've said until now, but i think i've grown out of wattpad. writing isn't something i enjoy anymore and liking kpop seems like a distant memory. that feeling makes it difficult to write. i've also been having a rough time recently. i have a habit of over sharing so i'll refrain from doing that lmao. things are getting difficult and i don't think i'll have all that free time i once did in the beginning of middle school. my life is changing at a drastic speed and my legs can't keep up (out of shape mf).
HOW/WHEN
believe it or not, i made this decision an hour ago💀june 24th, 2021 @ 4:13 pm. i was sitting in my backyard, lovely weather btw just the perfect breeze, and i decided it's time to let go of some things.
APOLOGIES
i'm sorry to everyone who asked for a book cover. i'm ashamed to say i haven't finished any and that i'm unable to continue. i apologize to those who have waited for new content and received nothing. i'm also sorry for not being able to carry out the 'promote and support' idea. i always start something and never finish it.
THANK YOU
thank you to everyone who has supported me. thank you thank you thank you. thank you for 40k on WTF. THANK YOU FOR 1K????? thank you for being my friend. i can't put into words how grateful i am for everything. thank you for your words of advice and corny ass jokes. a blessing and a curse, but mostly a blessing.
WHAT NOW?
who knows lol. i'll probably try to pick up actual hobbies again like drawing n painting. do things for myself and not to impress others. try to actually find a fucking boyfriend jfc i'm so lonely.
SOCIALS
i want to stay in touch with you! all of you if possible!! you can get ahold of me with the following (in order from most to least used):
snapchat - hvixli (i'm on snap quite often so this will be your best bet if you want semi-fast replies)
discord - hali#4889
instagram - hhh4li or hvixli(priv)
twitter - snatchedkook or lowkey_hali(priv)
tiktok - saysaiki
i contemplated putting my number here but that might be troublesome lmao. FEEL FREE TO TEXT ME WHENEVER ABOUT WHATEVER!! if you don't have any of these, then i guess this is it :(
FINAL THOUGHTS
i'm sad lol. wattpad was like home so in a way, all of you were my home.
WKFJWJ??2!/!$:$:&¥]£{€~€ ew fuck that
anyway
my reign has ended. now it's time to move on. i left all of my books up so you can read them whenever you'd like. i changed my pfp back to jungkook's back so y'all can stare at it n remember me🗿and so you can enjoy that scenery. i don't feel like cleaning my mb so don't judge me for leaving it a mess.
i'm not really sure what else to add tbh. this was all on a whim.
i love you all sm. stay safe and take care.
friendly reminder my name is pronounced hay-lee it's just spelled hali. yes that's my god damn birth name pls. /hj please say it right in your head or else i'll eat your elbows.
until next time (which will literally be never bc i'm quitting)
- hali, the one who hated the journey but made friends and memories along the way🤑 <3
IT'S WEIRD BECAUSE SOME OF YALL BASICALLY WATCHED ME GROW UP LMAO
