Denial

Chapter 17

AUTHOR'S POV

Fluke just called Fiat and Pluem that he went home already as he had some emergency. Fiat and Pluem was worried at first because they knew that Tay went to Gun's room but Fluke said it has nothing to do with that. Fluke went home with a taxi, crying at the backseat, the old driver pity him and wanted to console him but he don't know how as he is a stranger and so he just let the boy cry until he went off.

Fluke is now walking in the park going to his home, he wanted some air, he wanted to be alone. There's no one in the park as it's already late already.

"Wh-why everytime I find love and happiness, it always goes to vain? *sob*" Fluke said crying.

"Do I not derve to be happy too?*sob* Why does it always have to be taken away from *sob* me?"

Fluke thought about his family, his mother and his past relationships.
  When he was little, he had a perfect family, a loving mother and father. He did not wish for more as he has all he wants already but then, it was gone when his mother left them. His father became devastated, and he was also missing a mothers love growing up. It just became better when his father found his now 2nd mother. In 2017-2018 he had a serious relationship, he was happy with it. But then, his boyfriend needs to go to china as he's a chinese and his family is there, he was also given the opportunity to be part in UWMA and so they decided to break up as it is the best solution that time. As Fluke having work and his boyfriend going in china, it will be hard for them so they respected each other's decision. It was hard for both of them, to let go of the beautiful relationship that they build up for a long time but it was for the best. He had a crush with Ohm, but he knows they will not happen and so he stopped.

And now, he found a new love and a new friends but then, everything went downhill.

"Why d-does it *sob* always *sob* h-have to be *sob* m-me!?!?" In the middle of the park, there you can see a figure sitting in a bench crying his heart alone.

-2 days after-

Fluke went home that night wet as it also rained after he cried. Fiat, Pluem Note and Praii was worried about him. Fiat and Pluem called Note to ask if he's already home but Note said not yet and so they were worried and Fiat and Pluem started to find him but then after 10 minutes, he was already outside Note's home. Fiat and Pluem immediately went there and they saw Note and Praii tending to Fluke. He got some fever because of rain, fatigue and stress.

"What happened? Why he's not with you two?"

"We also don't know P, he just texted us that he'll be going home first"

Morning came and Note and Praii asked Fluke what happened but he just said that it was nothing, he was just caught in the rain.

They knew he was just avoiding them and they just let him be and dismissed it, they do not want to pressure Fluke. If he wanted to share it, he'll share it. They respect him.

Gun is already awake after the day Fluke visited, his family was glad that he's already awake specially Off and his friends. He was asking what really happened but then none answered they always say to wait for P'Louie first. Gun asked about Fluke because it is already 2 days that he's awake but he never saw Fluke visited but no one answered him, he asked Arm and Arm jus said that maybe he's busy and to just wait but he's still suspiscious but decided to not ask much as he will be discharged today anyway and he'll see Fluke on the work again after his rest.

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Fluke is now in Louie's office to talk about the contract. Note just waited for him in artists lounge as he can handle it alone.