PROLOGUE
Are you familiar with a feeling that is wasted but not totally?
In any case, you don't have any choice but to dealt with it..
Yes, I guess it's already my way of life. A life na walang ginagawa but to go with the flow.. I'm so pathetic, right? Kasi nabubuhay lang ako dahil kinakailangan o dahil yun ang dapat.. tss (=_=)
I do have secrets, but my greatest secret is just common and simple.. TO KILL MYSELF.. Dami na akong pagtatangkang magpakamatay pero sa tuwing tatapusin ko na ang buhay ko, may mga epal talaga na bigla na lang sisingit o susulpot kaya di matuloy-tuloy yung simple plan ko psh (-_-) mga echusera kasi..
I loved them, both of my parents. Pero may something talaga na parang may kulang. Di ko alam kung ano. Maybe I just need some reasons or just a reason to live. Because till now, I still don't know the answer why I'm still alive.
Di naman ako ganito dati (siguro) pero may pagkakataong naaalala ko na masaya ako NOON.. O baka naman panaginip lang yun?
There's one thing for sure.. Because of that incident, an incident that totally changed my life after all..
