Gold link ( Bts x reader)

Chapter 4

Suga's pov:
As y/n was in the restroom, I waited outside the door. Namjoon kept trying to open the safe but it seemed to be no use. We need the code which y/n probably knew.

I hear once shes done washing her hands and open the door making sure she doesn't try anything. I take her back to the room.

"Y/n whats the code?" Rm asked.
"Oh I dont know. My father never told me. He just keeps it here with me." She says with a satisfied smirk.

Next thing I know y/n turns around and kicks me. I try to brush it off to catch her but I'm to late. Rm asks if I'm ok.
" Yeah I'm fine just go get her." I say as I push his arm off of me. He runs after her as I follow.

I reach the kitchen. My eyes widen as I see Namjoon being stabbed in the stomach right in front of me. Y/n stabbed him. She just stabbed Namjoon right in front of me. And what do I do? Nothing. I freeze. Not being able to move.

I feel everything around me in slow motion as Jimin and the other members rush to Namjoon while Jungkook and Hosoek rush to stop y/n. Before they could stop her she stabbed him again in his right leg. All I see is him fall to the ground in pain.

His shocked painful expression doesn't leave my mind as I watch it all play out right in front of me.

Y/n puts up a fight as we try to stop her. She attempts to kick me and Hoseok. She does. Were in pain and can't do much. Jungkook grabs her from behind and Jin tries to help. He gets punched in the groin and face. Taehyung gets another knife and attempts to stab her.

He does and she yells in frustration and pain. She kicks him in the face knocking him out. Were all down to be honest. As shes kicking and turning in Jungkook's arms, he gets kicked in the groin.

She's still fighting back even when hurt. Shes strong, surprisingly. She doesn't give up to win back the freedom she once had. I feel kinda bad now that I look at it. But we needed her to get the files. The job is a job and it had to be done.

Rm pov:
I could feel y/n in front of me tense up while Suga was reaching the closet. There must have been something important which she didn't want us to find. Her heart started beating faster. I look at her. She looked unfazed.

" Suga come here. Hold her real quick."
I look deep into the closet and drawers. Finally I find a black, heavy, dusty safe in the back hidden fairly well.

Despite my full attention being on the safe, I hear y/n complain to Suga about the restroom. I frantically look all around the room for a pin or something to unlock it. Nothing.

I started guessing some possible codes. Her birthday, her dads birthday, random numbers... nothing worked. The time I took is the time they needed.

"Y/n whats the code." I ask her as she and Yoongi stood at the doorway.

I was already stressed enough not being able to see what the safe hid but then y/n hits me with the " I dont know" phrase. How could she not know the code. I look at her and approach her. Slight fear written on her face. It surprised me.

She turns around and kicks Yoongi right in the groin. It was too quick for me to act and I didn't expect it. She then runs off somewhere downstairs. I go to check on him but he refuses my help. He just wants me to catch her.

I rush downstairs and in the kitchen where she was holding a knife. I try to take the knife away from her never thinking she would actually use it. I try to dodge as she strikes.

I feel a piercing pain in my stomach. Did she just stab me? Or is it just my stomach? I grab my stomach in pain and shock as I look at her. Her eyes filled with many emotions I could not read. Tears. I look down and see blood. My blood bleeding through my white blouse.

She pulls the knife out and stabs me in the leg again after reaching for her arm. More pain and blood. I fall to the ground feeling lightheaded. My vision goes blurry. Last thing I see is Jungkook holding her, Yoongi standing next to me still and Jimin rushing towards me. Then, all goes black.

Y/n pov:
I rush downstairs and grab a knife. The only defense I have and need. Jin was already there but he didn't dare come close to me. His eyes stared into mine in shock. He backed up trying to tell me something. Words I could not hear.

Then Rm quickly follows me. He approaches me heading for the knife. I stab him in the stomach as a reflex. He was right there. It was so easy. It was my only chance to get out of here.

But when he looked at me in shock I felt regret. I stabbed him again on the leg out of fear as he tried to grab my arm to keep him from falling. His eyes shifting from his shirt to me. His eyes filled with a mix of sadness, pain and anger.

I felt regret. I felt guilty. How could I do that. Why did I stab him again? It had to be done. My only chance. I had to. But why do I feel like this? What are these feelings? Why do I care? Look at where I am. Look at what I've done.

I wanted to help him. But I couldn't. Its like I froze. Jungkook knocked me out of my senses. He grabbed me from behind trying to get me away from everyone. I fought back. Jin tried to stop me from moving but I kicked him in the face unintentionally.

I just kept kicking for Jungkook to let go. He didnt. I felt bad as I watched Jin fall back. More and more tears came as I kept fighting with all my strength.

V grabbed another knife and stabbed me in my right thigh.
" Aarghhh"! I yelled in pain and frustration.
Im down. Im wounded. I cant do much now.

Jungkook still wouldn't let go no matter how hard a tried. Luckily, I still had the knife in my hand. I tried stabbing Jungkook's leg. But I missed. I kicked him in the groin and he finally let go groaning in pain.

He fell down. I stood there, exhausted and sweating trying to catch my breath. I was tired, hungry and thirsty.

My whole body hurt and I've been stabbed yet, all could think about was what I had done. The look in his eyes as I stabbed him. The look in his eyes as I stood in front of him.

I stood there shaking. I wanted this to be over. I began limping slowly to the door. Yes. It's over. I can leave now. Im free. As I imagined my victory, I sensed someone behind me.

I attempt to stab whatever part of their body was close but I missed. I don't even bother to fight again. I've lost. Once again. I feel a large object hit my head before I fall to the ground and I black out.

I've given up. How many more times do I have to keep fighting just to end up hurt again? When will this all end? Why did it have to be this way? Why do I feel like this towards them? When will I finally be at rest God?