Yandere Bismarck and Tirpitz x Male Depressed Betrayed Suicidal Reader

Chapter 9 Awakening

Tirpitz POV:

N/N: I was currently in the Norwegian Seas headed southwest to try to get away from the Royal Navy, they will stop at nothing to try and sink me because they didn't sink me and schwester before when we were trying to find Y/N.  I began to hear the sound of plane engines from my left and turn to port(left) to try and dodge the torpedoes, two of the torpedoes manage to hit me but the others just ricochet, I turn a little more to the starboard(right) in order to fix my direction as I can't waste any time.

N/N: I was damaged heavily, both of my aft(back) guns were destroyed, my torpedo tubes on my right has been destroyed and my entire ship hull is just completely thrashed, I wouldn't be surprised if a storm happened and then sank me.  Right now I am trying to get the North Fleet so than I can get some repairs but the thing worrying me the most is seeing Y/N and our three kids, what will I say, should I apologize for leaving them?  These thoughts will trouble my mind until I see him.

Timeskip: three days

N/N: I was able to lose the Royal Navy when they tried to hunt me down by staying close to natural things like ice bergs, as I was approaching the location where the North Fleet is I saw that there was a thick fog that laid over the ocean so much that I couldn't see anything from where I was.  But when I got closer, roughly one hundred meters, I saw that there were two ships that were facing me with their bow towards me and I noticed that the ships had a different camouflage than the rest of the Fleet but they were the same to each other and also to Y/N's battleships, dimensions wise.

N/N: I hadn't noticed the two girls that were standing at the front of the ship they both wore a dark gray colored suite and tie with a cape drawn over them much like mine except that it looked like the night sky.  They both also had an Ironblood hat on much like schwester and their hair color was a dark blue that I would sometimes see in ice from The North they started to move their ships closer to me close enough to be able to talk to each other.

???: "Hallo there you must be Lady Tirpitz."

Tirpitz: "Ja and who are you?"

Ostfriesland: "Ah my apologies my Lady I am Ostfriesland first ship of the Kruger Z class battleships and this is my younger sister, Lothringen second ship of the Kruger Z class battleships we are also the first shipgirls that have been created under the command of commander Y/N."

Lothringen: "My Lady we were sent here to be with The North Fleet and to find and make contact with you, but uuuuhhhh you kind of seem a bit beaten up looking at your ship."

Tirpitz: "Yes I did take a hit from the Royal Navy, they were trying to sink me but thankfully I managed to get away and have come to find you in order to get help."

Ostfriesland: "Don't worry Lady Tirpitz we will make sure that you can get back home safely and be able to get your ship repaired."

Tirpitz: "Thank you."

Ostfriesland: "It's not a problem Lady Tirpitz if you need something we will be here we will also attach a cable to your ship in order for us to go faster."

Tirpitz: "That's fine I did lose one of my propellers in combat so that would be better for me."

N/N: As we ended our conversation, I retired to my room I looked at the night stand I took something of off it, as I looked at the picture it was me with Y/N and our three kids we were standing in the gardens of the castle were we can enjoy ourselves just by being with our loved ones.  As I stared at the picture I began to cry as I can't imagine how mad Y/N must be at me for leaving him and our kids and I don't know what to say to him when we see each other, I curled around the picture as I slowly but surely cried myself to sleep.