Accepted

(Please note that, this is a story that contains swearing, some violent visuals, so if you don't want that maybe read some of my other stories)

I've always felt so insecure of who I was or what I was putting out into the world and it was all because I felt different and I was always afraid of speaking the truth whenever something scary or bad was happening in my life, I would have no one to talk to about my feelings and thoughts but that was okay because I was different.

My name is Winter Peterson, I am in Ninth grade and High school sucks and here's why: there's too much work, I have no friends and lastly I never talk during school but when I try to talk to make friends it always ends up the wrong way as expected but there's this one Girl named Lily Barnes who I think I have feelings for because she's so kind, not that popular and always wants to help people including me.

I would never tell me parents in a million years because they told me that being gay or being lesbian which is wrong (which it isn't) but they will never accepted the fact that it okay to be different than others.

Whenever I get the chance I always try to talk to her or just stare at her. She makes me happy inside since my life is already a living hell (my father died because he was a smoker and he didn't stop, then my mom married another guy who doesn't even like me and I had a sister who died because she got hit by a car and so that's another reason why i'm so lonely all the time, I've had twenty-seven pets that have all died and lastly my dad sometimes abuses me which I tell my mom but she doesn't believe it)

May 5th is the day it all happened. I woke up and got ready for school but the school bus was running a little late due to some problems with the actual bus, then to make it even worse someone spilled water on my jeans on accident and it looked like I had just peed myself which would be so fun to be having the whole entire day and to top that my classes were all boring and people kept looking at my crotch where the water spilt, then lunch. I sat feet away from other friend groups and unpacked my rice and chicken with carrots and water out of my lunch box and started eating. As time passed on I would just try to listen to others talk but I was too focused on eating my lunch so I wouldn't starve. Then suddenly I see a figure starting to walk forward toward where I was sitting and I then finally realized it was Lily, "Hello Winter, may I sit here next to you?" "Yeah sure" I said, making room for her to sit. I knew the first thing she noticed as she sat down was the wet spot on my pants but she didn't mention it. "Do you like me Winter?" I suddenly froze, how could she know? I said to myself still shocked as to what just came out of her mouth and my immediate response was "Do you like me?" "Well sort of and I'm so sorry if you think I'm a complete idiot for having feelings for you, it's just that I would always see you checking me out but I could be totally wrong so, sorry if I am" I was still in shock but more shocked than before. "Yes I sort of have feelings for you and sorry if that's weird" I was kind of happy that i actually found someone but then realized that my parents wouldn't like it at all. "No its fine, sorry I just came in like that its just I knew I liked you the day I met you" She left the table to go and sit somewhere else and I just processed what had just happened to me.

As I got home I opened the door and decided that I was going to tell my Mom that I loved another woman but I was scared to do so. I got in the door and my dad started kissing me all around my head and had this flirting voice saying "Hello my dear how was school, was it lovely, oh your pants are wet did you see a boy and get excited so you did it in your pants?" "No" I said quietly, placing my bag in my living room chair and sitting in a chair next to my bag. I was used to having my creepy dad do this to me so it wasn't like I was totally freaked out. "Mom!" I shouted so I could tell her the thing but my dad was still there lurking and looking at me. "Thomas leave her alone and sit next to me in this chair" "So Mom I have news and it just happened today so nothing to new but please don't get mad and I know you will and i'm very sorry and it's not easy saying this but.....I like another woman in my school but we haven't kissed" there was a long silent pause and then Thomas screamed "What the fuck Winter, why just why I thought you were better than this and now you have to adopt and you can't make your own child what a disgrace to this family" I knew Thomas didn't like me and I would be fine with the things he did to me but this one really cracked my shield and I started to cry and ran to my room and slammed my door shut. "What the hell was that for Thomas" I could slightly hear from my door. "Maria I was just telling her the truth" "What truth? Maybe the truth that your an abusive son of a biscuit to my daughter, yeah Thomas I saw what you did and said to Winter when she walked in so don't try to hide it, I was trying to give you a chance but I think you lost your chances, I shouldn't have even gone out with you in the first place, you lunatic, now GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" I slightly opened my door and slowly came outside and I saw my mom just staring at the door "Mom" I said ever so quietly. My mom ran to me and hugged me. "I love you Winter and I am so proud of you, I never liked you to be gay or lesbian because both of your fathers did not like that and so I was worried for you but that's the only reason and i'm so happy you came out to me and i'm so sorry" "Thanks Mom"