Sunflower

Cigarettes

Harry Styles;

She came by again today.

I didn't feel the need to smoke yesterday when I was with her. I'm not sure why. Thinking of smoking with her around gave me a small sense of guilt.

So I didn't.

She told me her name was Delilah. I told her I thought her name was beautiful like her.

She blushed, but told be she didn't believe me.

I didn't like that.

She was beautiful.

When she came by today, she saw a pack of cigarettes next to me on the grass, she asked if I smoked.

I told her I did.

Then she continued, and asked why.

I was honest

I told her I smoke because I want to die.

She sat there in silence, and then again, she proceeded to ask why I wanted to die.

I answered honestly again.

I told her that I felt as if I don't fit in with this world. I told her I felt like life wasn't worth living.

She proceeded to tell me that, life was worth living once you meet the person that makes it worth living. She also told me that I wasn't alone and there are millions of people out there feeling the same way. She told me to keep going.

Little did she know yesterday was supposed to be the day.

But meeting her changed that.

I'm very glad she came by again.