Your brother's will always be the favorites, while you stay as the family disappointment.
Just stop caring about other's already.
They all made it clear that they don't care about you.
Stop trying to please others.
Stop trying to get their appraisal.
They don't need you.
Why would they?
You can't provide them with anything.
You can't give them what they want.
You can't do shit for them.
So why do you keep trying.
"It's because I want to be acknowledged and noticed. I don't want to stay in the dark anymore."
"It's lonely here..."
Then you do you.
I will not stop you anymore.
If you get hurt it will be your fault.
I warned you.
