class couple \\ l.s

i'm sorry.

it's the next day and of course louis didn't go to school today. his mum is working so she didn't asked anything about it. he's on his bed scrolling through netflix. 

KNOCK KNOCK

"what" louis says. it's lottie. "why are you not at school?" she asks. "because i'm tired and i didn't want to deal with harry today. you wanna watch a movie?" "okay i will get some food for us" and after that she walks out the room. 

BZZ 

louis ignores the message. 

he's still searching for a movie when lottie walks in with popcorn in her hand. "have you found a movie yet?" she asks. "nope, i can't find one" louis answers. 

BZZ

louis still ignores the sound. "okay let's watch this then" he clicks on a random movie what he thinks will be nice. "okay" lottie answers. 

it's now an hour later and lottie is sleeping. time to check my phone louis thinks. 

BZZ

3 new messages from: harry

what the fuck. why is harry sending me messages?

i open my phone to see what he has send. 

harry: where were you today?

harry: hello?

harry: louis answer me

why does he care? he hates me.

me: why do you care? 

i get an immediate response.

harry: don't know

harry: but answer my question

me: because i'm tired

me: and

can i say this?

harry: and what?

me: because

harry: ?

me: because i didn't want to see you 

harry: oh is it because of the kiss? i'm sorry it was all my fault. i'm sorry lou

me: it doesn't matter 

i close my phone and see that lottie wakes up. "i'm going downstairs, i'm going to my friends house" she says. "okay bye, have fun" "don't forget a umbrella it's raining" 

KNOCK KNOCK 

i wake up from the sound. and see that it's 3:04 a.m. 

who is here this late? 

i walk to my window where i see a soaked harry. what is he doing here? i open my window and ask him "what are you doing here?" "can i please sleep here" he asks. "no harry" "please i can't sleep because my mom and dad are fighting with each other again" "okay but before i wake up you're gone" "okay do you maybe have some dry clothes?" he's soaking wet. "uhm i will look for you" "thanks" 

he's stepping out of his clothes and is now only in his underwear. fuck he is hot. i try to look away but my eyes won't let me. 

harry gets me out of my thoughts by saying something. "i- i um will sleep on the floor" he says. "no it's okay you can sleep in my bed it's big enough" shit shit shit shit. no what am i doing. i don't want to sleep in the same bed but i already said to him that we can. fuckkkk. 

we haven't said a word to each other and we're now laying on our backs on the bed. "goodnight harry" i say. "goodnight lou" i normally don't like it when people call me lou but something about harry saying it do i like. 

it's now 4 a.m. and i can't sleep. my mind i running harry harry harry. 

"lou" i hear him say. "yes" i answer. "i can't sleep" "me too" there's silence after that. "we should skip school tomorrow" harry says. "no i can't harry i also skipped school today" i say with a sigh. "please" 

ugh i hate him so much

"okay then" i say irritated. "can i please stay we can work on that project" he asks. "okay but we need to sleep now" "okay" he says. 

after a silent moment he says "can we cuddle" without thinking i move closer to him and he puts an arm around me. "goodnight i say" i look one more time at him and see that he has his eyes closed with a smile on his lips. 

i don't know why but harry's acting really different. this is the last time he can stay the night. this 'thing' needs to be over as soon as possible. we already fucked twice and we kissed and now we're cuddling. what am i even doing. i think, but i don't move away from him. 

and after that louis falls asleep.