A Diary of an American Girl

Chapter One: The Summer before High School

Dear Diary,

Hi! My name is Annalise. Dear Diary are you ready to hear my complaints on life as well as the past, present, and future? If I was you I probably would of left by now. >.<  It all began in the Summer of 2018, I was not excited for going to Koulu High. It was a whole new other building different from the previous schools I've been to. Before School starts we have a big high celebrate of the town's founding week. There's games, a bunch of food, and A BIG PARADE! I had just broken up with my previous boyfriend. I think he was cheating on me. I found out the week before he is already see somebody new! Like I wasn't even over him but he was seen someone new and even I'm a different town. Ready to put the past behind me I think I might be ready for this High School thing!? Maybe not. I wonder what I would classify myself as? I'm social, a gamer, and a nerd. Maybe I'm a little bit of everything. Until the first Day of School.

Dear Diary
The date today is  September the Day After Labor Day, You wan to heard a corny joke?
What day do all Women have their babies?
It's Labor Day! Sorry, I thought I tell you a joke my dad played on me.

School started today! I being the oldest out of my family was the first to go to High School before my siblings. We got to have a free day in the Gym. We were divided up into groups. I got put with the Purple Dino team. We got called Barney, the purple dinosaur from our childhood which was ruin after a bunch of teens started singing I hate you you love me let's shove Barney up a tree with nukes and bomb, no more purple dinosaur. :( I stupidly put on a purple outfit that day. Our group was well known though Koulu High. Tomorrow we would be talk about our classroom rules like the first day would be. Boring enough to fall asleep. Then the real work begins Thursday. I can see the pile of homework already. :( I hope Friday would come soon. Lately I been having nightmares on my cousin, Jackson. He did abused me when I was young. Jackson is 8 years older than me. Jackson recently got into a bad accident. He almost died. I worried that he might haunt me if he was to died. So I pray for his survival. But I still get hassled by Jack his youngest brother and my godmother which is his mom. Last week I discovered Sailor Moon! I got looped right away. I wish I was a super hero, I could save a bunch of people who need it. But I not that special. Everyone says "I'm living the dream!" But what's living the dream of I'm worried about what's going to happen to me after I turn 18. I worried somebody like Jackson will take advantage of me again, I worry that I'll be cast aside, or the government throwing me under a bus because I'm a woman. I'm a proud to be a woman but worry that someone will walk all over me for being one. I know I'm intelligence, beautiful, and I admit to having a b*tchy side if you mess with me or someone dear. I know something bad was going to happen. My friend, Toivoa, was hanging out with people, people that you know would causes trouble. Some people called them whores. I try to find a nice name meaning for them but couldn't. :( I felt bad for girls who gotten evolved with this one guy. His name was Emmanuel. These girls fought to sleep with him. Or so the rumors went. I just hope Toivoa isn't evolved with him.

Until I write again Dear Diary.