no, no, no! do not shake the baby!

Bedroom Eyes and misty mornings

Yuto POV:

I wake up and rub my groggy eyes. I turn over and check the time on my phone and groan. It's 3 pm but I'm still exhausted. Last night I was completely booked with customers. The last man left at 4 am and I passed out as soon as I got to my bed without even cleaning up.

I slowly sit up and look around my room. I sigh knowing that I have another long day ahead and go into the bathroom to clean up. Looking in the mirror I see the marks left from last night. My tuft of hairs a mess, my necks covered in red and purple, and I haven't even looked at the rest of my body to see the worst of it. I don't think I want to yet.

I turn on the shower and get lost in my thoughts waiting for the water to get warm. I'm 19 years old and I'm already struggling to live. I had to turn to sex work to pay rent a little over half a year ago and I'm exhausted from it. I'm tired of the meaningless sex that doesn't even satisfy me, I'm tired of having to pretend I enjoy being around these desperate old men, and most of all I'm tired of the emptiness I feel. I never thought it would get this bad. Sometimes I wish I had someone to make it all go away, but I've put myself here and I can't go back.

Stepping into the shower I carefully wash myself starting with my thick long legs, moving to my small waist and then my once flat chest that now holds perfectly round breasts. One of my customers suggested I get surgery. I was hesitant at first, but it did help to bring more people in, and I don't mind them too much. After washing my member, I move to my tuft of hair and I'm done.

After sitting in the shower for a few minutes longer, I force myself up and get out. I look into the deep brown eyes in my reflection and sigh remembering that I have somewhere to go. Checking the time I rush to put gloss on my full lips and get dressed. I don't have time to try to look nice today so I settle for a simple pleated skirt and sweater with my every day sneakers. Rushing out the door I have no time to clean the mess, I'm almost late for class.

Authors Note:

Hey to anyone that sees this! Sorry that this chapters short, but I plan on writing more soon, maybe even tonight! I hope you like it :D