I started to hate humans.
They have brains but they act like they don't.
I saw a video about kids, teenagers fight over something so childish.
Sometimes, even adults can be so childish.
I just-i don't know how to describe what i'm feeling right now.
I think my life is just too miserable.
My whole life is filled with problems.
I have problems at home, at school and literally everywhere i go, there will be problems.
I'm having breakout right now. My face is the worst.
I don't want to meet people.
When i need to open my mask in front of someone, my anxiety hits me.
My hands start to tremble. For real . Even in class, when my teachers told me to open my maks because my voice is too slow, my hands started trembling.
But now i feel worst because even my grandma startes to complain about my face.
She keep asking me "your face is not ok yet? "
C'mon, grandma! She's a woman too so i expect her to understand me but she ask me a few times.
Maybe some people think that it's not a problem. But for me, it's like the world is laughing at my face.
Even when they said
"it's okay you still looks pretty. Acne is normal! "
I can feel it. I know that they are disgusted by my face.
Anyway, pretty?!
I see a pig in the mirror everytime i look in the mirror. I tried to comfort myself by telling me that people's eyes are different but i just can't stop feeling ugly and disgusted by myself.
Anyway, i'm sorry for spreading negativity.
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LILITH
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